Sunday, August 29, 2010

Hello~~~~~~~please lo

=)
suddenly don't know want said what ady X)
cause I leave my pc alone too long time..
and keep and keep watch funny show that in TV..
haha!
All bad thing flu flu fly~~ away jor X)
I feel great and laugh non stop now..
haha..
stupid X)

let me update
if i really going to think back
aha!



×Ohyea,genting tomorrow ;P
wait me my love^^!




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Tuesday, August 24, 2010

【囵之猪,性本善,兄弟们,爱死你~】

哈哈,
今天真的.... X)
既然没赖床,马上起来了..
什么原因呢....
nehh nehh~
败一只猪仔所赐 =S
哈哈哈哈..
从来习惯被人叫醒的我..
既然反过来叫人起床..
世界大乱了吗?还是太阳西上了..xD
太离奇了..连我自己也不相信..

本大夏第一次这样咯..
就连男朋友都没这样过..
既然这猪仔可以..
可见其威力非凡咯咯咯咯咯咯..X)

我可是从不答应叫人起床的..
因为我也是猪人一个..XDD



本大夏既然这十分钟内搞定..
然后很紧张的坐在床上..
因为不懂要怎样打怎样讲..XD
又觉得早上本大夏的声音很tehhh..=,=''
我自己毛都起...哈哈哈哈!




DuuuDuuuuuuuu..DuuuDuuuuuuu...(快要断了~=,=||)
J:“起床咯起床咯!!~还没起丫?~”
猪:“(kikookikoo)...huhhh?....”
J:“起床咯~要去读书了~”
猪:“huhh...现在几点了...(声音像那种讲梦话的【猪】超【人】..XD)
J:“现在6点13了...嘻嘻...不好意思迟了点..(猪叫我6点叫他起的)
猪:“huhhh....hh.....
我FDUJHUFIKHJ...???..(梦话么?~)
J:“蛤什么啊?”
猪:“fjhgoab??hfakg??(根本听不懂~)
J:“蛤什么?什么?..”
猪:“我不想去而...不想去...所以???....不去..(还是讲梦话的感觉)
J:“蛤~~不去啊?真的不去?不去哦?”
猪:“不去~ (声音变到很天真很孩子气..LOL)
J:“真的不去丫?”
猪:“不去;P~~(这猪像小孩子多一点 =S)
J:“那好吧~~~你是猪了..X)”
猪:“嗯~不去..”
J:“(不懂要讲什么了,感觉尤其又好笑又尴尬)..
那好吧~我去学校哦...而..没什么了吧~掰掰~”
猪:“蛤....好吧~掰掰 ;)”


huhhh,
这臭猪爱睡猪..
哈哈哈哈,已经3天没有出现在学校了咯..
他说中了学校给的‘情信’喔~
谁叫他猪..每天不来..X)



haha,
今天超早的~也没被骂~
妈妈还很奇怪的看着我..爸爸带我去学校还开玩笑叻..
我自己都有点傻掉的感觉..
哈哈,第一次....
有点不习惯..败猪所赐~
既然很开心的很美心情的来学校..X)


迫不及待地一直讲讲讲讲讲我的开心事..
不用讲也懂我会说什么啦..
宝贝彦既然说叫我给她猪的号码..
她要去感谢他..XD
因为改变了我..她说我的公主病既然好了点..
哈哈哈p/s:宝贝彦说她不喜欢我的公主病..xDD
她说以后叫那个猪每天都要牺牲下被我叫醒..
那我就不会迟到不会赶来赶去了..
她也生平第一次看我这样叫人家起床..
母猪会爬树了 =S
她说这样都那么甜蜜了..
那以后有了男朋友不是极度幸福..xDD
不知道不知道啦啦啦啦啦~



心情好自然好事多~
PJ节时Mr.SS + B + KY...
臭皮匠来的..联合欺负玩弄我>,<~
还好~我的口才也不至于败给他们..
訶~打死你们都有...
玩玩玩~看我们所谓的‘衰哥’..X)
宝贝彦也一直笑个不停..
好像看喜剧那样..XD

Mr.SS 既然还懂我的家事过我..变态狂来的..XD
老实说,其实我不是很记得自己爸爸的车牌,
Mr.SS既然能列出我爸的车牌,还不变态..
因为他说昨天我的车就在他隔壁 =S
还好我没做出失态的事..XDDD
Mr.SS也每次补习等等的...
都【偷听】我跟别人讲的话..
再不然就是听了笑笑笑/玩回我..
臭鸡蛋..;P
我说的话他可以一直一句讲出来..
哈哈哈!强!不得不佩服..有时我连自己都不是很记得咯..

宝贝彦听了几不爽下..XD
问为什么自己的美慧的事..
而她的只是带过咯..XD
总之画面很搞笑啦..说不完..xD
在这里还是要谢谢你
已经几次了..每次我有事都会遇到你..
缘分吧~
我还记得刚刚你突然很暧昧的举动..
哈哈,又有点搞笑那样..
说了“加油,我知道你可以的,慢慢来..
真的很TOUCH到我的话~感动感动
虽然你每天都很
有时还我..但我知道你其实是在为我好..
为我努力而已..=*)



在班上,
和Jimo他们聊到~~
成绩讨论这样咯..
正经叻我 ;D
谢谢超人'杀'老..XDD


放学谢谢B的陪伴,
每次我走路去上面的7-11你都会出现...
帮我撑伞..陪我聊天等等的..
其实有感动 ;P
那个臭鸡蛋S超人Mr.SS又出现..
又讲我们..我看要找一天杀了他不可..X)



在公共巴士和明,伟伟那几个傻佬玩到..
一直研究我们伟伟的‘女神’..omg! XDD
他说宁愿选我算了..XD
傻佬来的,还叫我去他家..
hahahhaa..lmao..
谢谢你们,让我连回家的路途上都那么搞笑..X)





哈哈哈,
我写着这篇时一直在笑..
好像傻婆酱~
对着电脑笑..
都失败你们所赐=,=‘’
笨蛋!X)


tehee,love




我起码敢承认我的弱点
而不是只会嘲笑别人
而把自己弱点收起来指责人家笑的那种人
谁知道,被隐藏的弱点可能比我更

=D

Monday, August 23, 2010

FU\/\/\/~


Take of your dirty hand please..!
dirty and cheap.. Stay away from mua thing kay*
brainless person!
I think I gonna bring someone for dyanamo go wash!
Dirty , dirty...yucks!
Take off it please~~~ X)
FU


Opps, just an emotion ya..tehee..





hhmm,
today...fun also..
LOL..

sleep chat talk...
spend all my time with u guys!
Tehee,
thanks guy..
and also happy birthday to one of them,
Mr Kah Wing,
hahaaa,
he very scare we play him today..
LOL..X)







一个月有31天的
傻嗨 =S
哈哈哈哈,
别怪本大夏无礼了~
久久一次我爽啊! X)







1月的..
对不起啊..
其实听了朋友那样说..
我顿时明白..
我错了.
也会不了头..
即使可能现在我很努力去补偿..
可事实让我明白..
过了就是过了,
当初是我自己这样的..
就必须懂得承受自己做过的...
所以我仍然相信,
这世上..是后报应这回事~
明白吗?
别再埋怨了..
发生了就是发生了..
当初会想要这样做,
就必须想到..
日后要回双倍或以上的代价的..
只是天理,
没人能解释~
明白了其中的讲法,
就懂了..






我没说我很厉害..
也有犯错丑恶的时刻..

这就是人性..

尽量,
让自己去做到最好..

那就应该很好了..

每个人都有过错,

甚至有些人会像我这样..
明知错却还是以‘控制不到’
之类的话为借口..







上天,
制造了丑陋,
来美化美丽..
让人们更懂得珍惜~






固执只会让自己一直跌伤而又爬不起来
不是别人没给过你机会
而是,
你自己把他们的手推开了..







所以,
该听的就听..
听了就要改~
全力以赴..
这才是最重要的..
可以说是再说给我自己听吧 ;P

艹爱的~ ;P


No no,
Please don't death..
lol..

that's why I try my best to update what happen in this few day..
almost 1 week I think...
lmao..





Let me think..
hmmm..

Exam Exam than..
haha!
the most touched moment is be with U
,
u , u and uuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..X)
what to said?..

Thanks!

Teach me much in where
I don't understand..

hehee..
bring my confidence back before I go in to exam..


Is lucky that the whole exam I be with...






The whole exam,
funny,peaceful and feel like gonna spam people..
lol..

cause them la..sui zai bao lei geh.. X)

wanna kill them jor lo..
bully bully..
;P

our topic,
everyday was different..
such as
[fishball] [strawberry] [watermelon]
hhmm,

actually we talk about people..

but all become food name pula..

alamak..XD








我还是那么爱我的头发,
自然色自然卷 =D

今天714咯~
嘻嘻,其实丫..
原本以为..今年的7月终于可以有人陪了..
又给怀抱/温暖可以给我..

其实丫;
想象是美的..
lol,可我没什么哦~~
也没什么遗憾等等什么感觉呀~






谢谢你..
不然可能我当时真的会又要倒下了..
很幸运..嘻嘻
因为你说的话,
让我改变了很大..你高兴的话我哦给的..
谢谢你~
印在 就好了..
谢谢你..
每一天让我不再那样..
=×)


Touched cause of still by my side..

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

考试期..‘凸’然启发的脑袋..


huhhhh~
Exam Time..
Make me crazy..
some more..
sometime really those question.
make me feel like want to cry ;(
Because I totally can't understand
what the question talking about..
people are 'talk over' their answer..
But,
I'm sitting and think like hell..
really think that..
what had I done in this half year..
love?frdship?boy?girl?..
Not even one about study!
How suck are me! =(



感觉很多话想说..
呵呵,我还真是不知自己怎么了..
不好好读书既然想着部落格..
没法~上来释放情绪下吧~


我不知怎么的,
突然都翻开回以前自己曾经写过的post..
哇~
真的..
突然觉得自己有时有那个灵感..
写下来..日后在读回时..
要是再叫我写回我真的不会了=,=''
太高尚太深奥了..
学校书不见我这样..
反而是部落格..=,=''那些...
不得不承认..自己也被过往的自己..
'触动我心'的现象了..XD


我才记得,
我最最最最新开这个部落格时..
是什么原因;因为其实我之前还有一个的..
就是因为那件事..那份伤感..
我离开了那个旧部落格~
只是偶尔看看下而已..
因为没人去了..X)


原来,
我的..算起来..
不是一次,而是两次了..
不同的人..跟深一层痛的滋味..
哈哈~
当初我也是以为自己永远就这样了..
因为那个‘好知己’有了伴..突然之间的..
哈哈,
结束了我一年+第一次这样深深的..
算是爱吧~
当然没有在一起啦~
就是就差那么一点点~
突然轰出个‘阿嫂’来..
我一年的感觉泡了..
第一次一年里爱一个人那么深深难忘的..
就这样没有了..
还要微笑祝福,逞强自己没事..
还被他骂哭了..他说他不值得..
他说我们是一辈子的好朋友..
还记得自己第一次为所谓‘’的人哭到...
简直整个行尸走肉这样..被妈妈念了两个月..
因为他,我堕落我自己..
因为他,我人生的大改变就展开了..
整整放大假的两个月给我用来疗伤;
所以今年大开学的我才这么不一样..不然真的不像人了..









而今年的一月,
遇见了他~嘻嘻..
酸酸的,甜甜的,也可以说是幸福的..
我尝试前所未有的幸福感觉..
虽然一开始,
我也不是很开心..
因为你追着..
我之前也说过..每次从我班这里我的位就直直看到..
你去班...为这样、为那样..
然而对你并不友善..看样子只是敷衍与炫耀..
你心烦不已;更让我心疼..

当时的我,
认为你努力追求幸福就够了;只要你快乐..
当时的我,
也觉得我是绝对不可能拥有像你一个这样不错的人吧..

事实总是爱捉弄人..
爱与我想象相反..呵呵,
我真的得到了我梦寐以求的你
感觉就好象真的在梦里..
我多么希望是永远不要醒来的那种
呵呵,让我忘了最初自己的想法
非常努力的去享受..
去尽力扮演好自己身为你的‘过去老婆’的角色..
答应过自己要给你留下好阴影..
给你最好的回忆
因为你遇到的是我你是我的男人*过去式
我承诺过我自己;能让你留下不好的回忆..
能在让像你之前的那些情人那样伤害了你..
让你对感情少了信心,还被别人误以为你是花心大罗卜..
我一直都相信;
不是
所以还记得,
那时跟你分了后表姐问我还相不相信你..
我的回答真让我自己也吓到..
竟然很肯定的说,
我相信他’..
我看大概是因为这个因素..
我脑海里最初的你..最純的信任..


Sometime,
something was totally
grow in your heart deeply..
Even in the future,
people ask u about that..
without any thinking..
Ur answer was as usual..
full of confidence and confirm..
This,is my feeling through u..

我才想起了..
我从一开始,从要求你多..
向你发脾气、向你任性;
让你难做、对你埋怨任何任何事..
是因为我不够信任你而不敢表露我的情绪,
是因为我有很多朋友才没向你诉说了;
而是,我从一开始..
就认为你给到我即使只是那么一点点...
我可以开心一整天了..
因为,
对于不报任何期望而得来的事物..
永远是最难忘、最惊喜开心的..
所以我认为没必要让你为难..
在一起,就是要轻松自在开心的..
并不表示不过问多、
不检查电话信息、不给予多的甜言蜜语..
就是不够爱你了..
可能说我的观点与其他人都不一样,包裹你..
所以抱歉让你觉得我不好、不够爱你等等的...

可能,别人会觉得..
一个女生不对你任性,不对你野蛮..
是因为不爱你..
有这样的事吗?
那如果是这样..怎么那天在你面前转身而过时..
泪水马上湿透了我的脸蛋..真的是不爱你吗?
这个你自己知道吧..
一个不爱你的女生可以马上很开心,
因为她觉得她解脱了..
一个爱你的女生也可以马上开心,
可是当你去问她的最好的朋友时,
你才会发觉她到底逞强到什么程度..
在背后流了多少次泪..
很不幸的,
我的好姐妹,你应该也不会知道是谁..
你也不是很认识..
那,又怎样知道那女生在背后的事情呢?
呵呵,也好~
上天安排的,
让那女生万向更坚强的路程~






宝贝们放心~
我没事啦^^
不是逞强;也不是伪装..
而是,
突然感觉很想说..
你们都知道嘛~
我一向都是那么爱跟谁感觉做任何事..
当然也没有想他..
现在的我,
就像宝贝说的..
“我觉得你很厉害,
因为..你可以把一个自己爱的男人..
让给另外一个女生来爱..
还可以那么坦然的面对....”




所以咯;
tehee

When u're Stay by my side,
that is the most touched thing for me =)
Thanks for now the day 'bullying'
but,I know u are actually trying to make a topic..
Thanks~

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Friday + saturaday + Sunday X)


Friday~
hhmm,

on friday stomach turn better,
even there are 20% of pain..

thanks god~


My chinese class,
thanks for stupid Mr B that make me..>,<

ergh..

my bistro lunch get lost ;(

need to back home and..

makan sendiri T__T

luckily they still 'sek do'..

din let me alone..
being bodyguard and take umbrealla..X)
if not..
I really going to kill them..

b,ccs,kw and one more =P


hahaa..
I was really become like..

‘宅’
U know what?..

I having my lunch with just..

a cup of maggi and sitting in front of the screen computer..

感觉真的很宅!
X)


oh yeah,
I back by bus,
really..haha..not that bad also..
cause people said,
if god close a door for u,
sure will open another new door for u too..
maybe this was bring the meaning.
meet Mr Weiwei*he ask me call him like that wor=,='' XD
we chat lot,
he know almost everything..
oh gosh,
what had I done.lol..
I don't care anymore,
is not a secret anymore..
He finally know and understand..
Thanks for his support and caring ya brotherXD
we really talk much..till reach his home X)
paiseh ya, I was too talkative..
he was a cute guy,
really..glad to have a frd like u =)







Saturday
was really a super busy day for me,

plus,

next week having exam..

more busy,dun date me in sat ya..XD

joking la..haha~

once awake,
go tuition..today we gang was having extra
just for us..
because of exam,shit account ;(!

Mr ccs again!>,<

really like..和我八字不合!!
really like to kacao me..
if not he can't sleep in the night =S

but,keep get beat by Ms Jesmay ;P
Mr Jun was actually a good person if really chat with he =)
yen n hoe was really sweet,

make me and Mr Jun..feel.....LOL..

we want too..!!XD

haha..just kidding la,..
hope them sweet forever ya!

don't always argue =P






Sunday,
aaahhhmmm~
was a great day for me..
relaxing and enjoying my moment with family,
It was really better than other...
I love it^^!!
感恩~







考试要到了,
可能会少上来了..
可能而已啦..
看我的心情吧..X)
不过我觉得以我的性格,
应该不会..
LOL
不知道X)

exam week,
hhmm..
maybe will less come here..
I hope it won't be death >,~
but I was not sure that I really less update or what..
depends on my mood ..
haha!
that's all..
now.
time for go ..
to be a guai lui..
also a good student XD

Friday, August 13, 2010

♥ 只对你说..ℒℴvℯ yℴu ♥사랑해요


one more post that binned up few day post together..
LOL,sorry ya guys,
cause of busy and tired too..
exam coming..god bless me~
I think in this few day,
I won't update my blog everyday,
hehee..but I hope my bloggie won't die ;P

Hhmm,
Let's see..
In the pass Wednesday,
the whole day,
kisiao with mua bang of brother!
X)

they said wanna marry each other*gay*
and take rose play
and carry the slim boy out of class..

LOL..pity,funny boy!..xD
make me laugh non-stop,
unlucky this stupid school not allow to bring hp,
if not...hhmm..I think mua blog reader can enjoy and watch those pic..
really funny XDD

than, at science..bang of us keep talk about our class t-shirt,
4 Akru! yeng..but now all of us are facing the most big problem..
cause malay and chinese/ boy and girl have different design that their like..
lmao..thn how jek=,=''
must ALL same..hope we win la XD

thn,
we enter science lab after HALF AN A HOUR,
waoo! than good X)
2 chinese girl
*me+ 9 chinese boy and 2malay i think..
all stand beside the science lab..
LOL..geng..X)
teacher take a long ruler ask one by one..
but no one answer..lmao..xD








here come Thursday post,
Kill my menstruation pain please~~
T____T
super painful till my face turn white..
can't focus in study..walk few step want sit down..
can't walk with straight body..
wtf..1st time..really feel.....
be a girl was not that easy actually..
so guys, rmb take good care of ur gf!
Is touched when I went to baobei cls,
Mr CCS was really gentleman take chair for me..
lol..1st time saw him like this..
abit..hhmm..
should i said sweet?
or touched?..
lol..whatever..
but not those bf/gf sweet ya..
As a frd ;P
he said he saw my face面青口唇白..
lol..and keep like holding my stomach,
he know I 'that one' come=,=''
thanks la Mr CCS,is touched,
if u normal day less d bully me more good X)

thanks for mummy fetch me
even she was in office time..

and bring me to see a doctor..
lol..

pai till I....don't know how to describe..
just like..
white colour face and keep hold on my stomach =(

can't even walk straight..pain>,<~

even the medicine is BIGGER than normal too ;(

but still thanks mummy for my really yummy sick lunch..
Haha! my favorite..
mummy really care me,
I love u mummy^^!!





after 1 hour rest..
finally better more than 1hour before..
thanks for me teddy company tooX)
thanks YOU..

go baobei yen's house than go for tuition..
I hear some story..
oh no!
our school just now when i back that time..
whole school was really 'noisy'..
i keep and keep hear ppl shouting..
that is because,
3 malay girl had get junk by ghost..or something..
people call 'dirty thing'..
oh-my-god!
how scary is it..
and I hear them said this is not the 1st time..
oh no..
what smk pandan mewah become to??
ghost house?
because of too straight in doing all those useless thing..
than THOSE THING get angry?..
omg~
please just stop all this..
brother sister,
now is also July in chinese calendar leh..=,=''
bless bless~


well,
when arrived tuition there..
we still talk all about these thing..
that stupid Mr CCS saw 'm better than just now..
try to continue bully me as usual..
lol,
luckily I din set mind that u're GENTLEMEN
as just now when i go to his cls..
X)
bad ;P

time pass fast,
ever thing still going on better..
I love it!
mua^^,
thanks u all..
baobei yen,ccs..and more la..aset gang =X

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

我就是,㋡


Nanananana~~
Whatever ;P
I am just who I am,
for sure,Yes I am,
I won't run away if people are really saying the truth~
This is me,
Ms Jesmay beby,myself!

Miss many thing much!
oh-my-goodness..
going to crazy,
but my life was still going on,
still peaceful and lovely,
give a BIG clap and PEACE please ;P


I was super stupid and emotion.
unlike this kind of myself..
too pure just like a kid,
everything don;t know..
thought that everything was beautiful and great..
Jesmay u can't be suck ok?!

why can't I just done my best..
why can't I just stop it everything..even one second.
I don't allow! no no no~
Can't slow or stay even one more second,
i don't want to regret or unstable mood again..
stupid!brainless!useless!weak..fall down easily,
can I just said myself once sucker?ishh..


As I wish,
I wish I don't know or
don't even let me saw it!
suck..I just want a cheerful life~
ergghh..control yourself Jesmay!!
Don't be a loser anymore!
u must always tell yourself,
'so what?! just like that la..nothing to me =) '
cool right? this was only the true u..
other thing,just let it be..
just let go! go go go!!


現實生活中徹底消失了
熟習而陌生的感覺,
現在發現、
原來有種感受 真的說不出來.

知道嗎 ?
不是我
愛太深、是 讓我忘不了 而已

被愛的感覺 , 我懂。
很多人疼愛著我 ;
這點 我真的覺得自己是幸福的 .
也对不起不小心伤害了你们..
我只顧著保護著自己 , 卻忘了 顧及別人的感受

我 ..... 等待著 下一個 值得 讓我愛下去的人 .

花心 ? 多心 ?
呵呵,都算了吧
..我不在意;
因为与我无关..

你走了、我可以繼續過著以前的那種生活。

少了、
一些不是屬於自己的幸福 .

我不喜歡擁有過太多人擁有過的東西。
我是自私 .


我明白那是过去的了、我该有新的生活 ,
我该去面对更多的事情 , 不该徘徊在曾经 ,
我不该停留在过去 、不给现在未来一次机会 .

我也该长大了、我该去适应新的生活、
过去曾经、我走了、我不回头的走了、很干脆


我不想再想了 =)