나아니오물건～ 我没事 ^^

哎哟，
都说我没事了
有什么好担心的～

傻啦，
想多的人是白痴～



我懂了，
早就懂了^^
只不过是个过客而已嘛～
去去～～

怪怪的、傻呆的..에 이상한, 바보 숙박..Strange,Stupid...

今天，
一大早..
上uncle bus..
不想讲话，
静静的，在想东西
拿了耳机去学校..
在车上，
手机里不断的播放着
金宥京-‘心光眼泪’
(有看花样男子的人应该懂)
当时，
就是想听这首歌，
可能，感觉很像吧..








Tze Huie姐上车了，
我依然无言，
不是不讲话..是脑袋全想昨天的事
我facebook的朋友们，
大概都懂，
就，我会最快最先把些字语写在哪..
当然，
谢谢你们大家的观察与支持..
我都懂
只是，
只要有一个人..
我都会不禁回想..
不好意思。

一路在听歌，
早餐也有点不想吃
唉～
可能你们会觉得奇怪，
说了那么久，
都还不懂什么事..
我，
不想公开..
很多人看着..

Nicholas & Dickson他们
谢谢你们..
可能你们有看可能没有，
不过我知道就好
可能丫，
你们是想我‘正常’点..
不要愁眉苦脸
还笑我说我今天
很‘特别’
平时的我，捣蛋又爱玩爱笑
今天静了..
Dickson还说
‘可能女生每个月都有一次是这样的’
（‘那个’的意思>.<）
娜娜也有关心..谢谢
知道是我在fb讲的吧..
Rikiko Mengli你们也是，
谢谢..也对不起我当时不想讲话..
心情真烂透了,
很久没这种感觉了..
看到他从我旁边过.
.唉～

原本信息宝贝Yen不想读书的，
唉～
她丫和那个傻婆hamyu..
看到后狂打电话..
>.<

谢谢KFC帮我拿水壶，
心情实在烂到不想讲话..
看到宝贝Yen和傻婆Hamyu..
她们才ok...
暗示暗示似的告诉了她们，
还好，她们听了我三两句就大概明了..
人家××就是很美，
所以，
我输了一个哥哥和一个他给她..
算了
自己知自己事，
事实是我不美..
那些要笑的人，尽情吧！！

运动节，
有了她们的陪伴，
又玩乐之类的,
我，
笑了点..
谢谢
过后，
在哪扭扭跃跃的
难看>.<
谢谢她们顺我意，
拍了十多张照..
要我笑=。=’
傻婆hamyu 忘了给我那些照照>.<
下次才放上网..

今天sportcheck风很大..
快藏电话..
把我的宝贝电话给Miko她们
十架电话放书店那..
是有点怕怕，
不过没办法～

下课，
和傻婆一起..
又，
看到他了

第二次了..
老天，
就别玩弄我吧～
他，
依然像早上那样看着我，
对我笑..
好灿烂，
是我的该有多好..
不过我不够××有魅力..
傻婆当时保护我，
叫我别看他..
>.<

和Dear，hamyu等等她们一起
Girls talk..
讲真的，
上了中学那么久，
第一次，
我和女生那么好相处～
爱你们～谢谢你们

看到Miko & Jing Jing，
聊了下，
听到些是，
有点觉得
老天是有眼的～
谢谢你们..

回到班Mr.R马来文老师节，
他警告我和傻婆下次不能迟进
不然，
就要扣分了>.<
sportcheck已在隔壁班，
还好我没什么违禁品了..

Pengawas叫我们出去，
开始查了，
他们没关好我们的笔盒了>.<
害我笔掉了
我的糖果安全过关，
JC 和我聊下天，
我看到pengawas们要摸口袋
叫JC帮我拿钱包走，
里面有........
谢咯
想不到他会帮我～
有点吓到+感动
想把我吓死啊你JC？
XD

总算没什么了，
呼～
拿回电话>.< 看到Alan..
haha,
1st time talk to u..
feel like tie up my tounge=.=..LOL..
cause dun believe that u're Malay
n u said that u're just
taking 'Fresh Air'..LOL
hahaaa...ponteng is it??XD
hahaa..joke la..
anyway..nice to meet u..
Miko班真自由，
可以方便出进....

放学，
方鸿真的好可爱
哈哈
像小孩
XD
详细事不讲了 =X





又
再第三次远远的看到他了
他
很匆忙，
应该
要去找她吧
怎么就那么有缘
一直看到他


突然，
想问那个被‘抢’走，
也怎天和他一起的哥哥
一个问题，
但我知道没答案
“如果，我告诉哥哥，
我×他，你会像帮他追她那样，
帮我吗？。。”
呵呵，
傻问题...
哥根本不懂
算了
5 perdagangan 1
才是你们的天堂

过后坐宝贝Yen的车去补习，
好累好累>.<
担心上着时又想睡了 吃饭时聊了不少～
补习的女生都好奇怪=.='

有些事情，来得快，去....可以慢点吗？...

为什么
人，
总要在失去后，
才觉得可惜/后悔？
拥有是，
不会好好珍惜，
而我，
总是被人抛弃，
不要的人..

这几天，
真的很开心..
但，
开心是短暂的
你原来只是个过客，
怎么，
我的过客都让我那么怀疑呢..

现在，
才知道..
不过，
谢谢，起码..
我不用那么深..
原来我的位置
是低于她

第二次了，
上次的过了，
以为
不会再这样了..
结果
我还是...

听天由命，
没办法
你们要笑，
就笑个够吧～

都习惯了，
没什么的...
加油啊你～
5 perdagangan 2
是你的地方

去吧
去吧
我都知道了

22.01.2010

Laugh till hell day~

The 28 day going to my day..super TIRED day>.<

coming sooon

[倒数30天] 怎么了..笑/哭？..

photo here..update soon~

[倒数31天,一个月] 开心,伤心之间的徘徊..

今天,
一早起,
心情蛮不错的..
不知为什么．（傻了呱＞．＜）

像平时一样有周会，
水桶他们，
都陪我进学校，
真的很可爱，
哈哈～
走着路
个个一直玩玩玩咯XD
水桶和宝的弟弟（忘了什名＞．＜）
在我左右，
可爱咯，
陪我讲话交换电话咯～
当时是进着学校XD
我这‘大妹妹’（姐姐啦～）
真的教坏人啊～

坏人Ｄｉｃｋｓｏｎ，
在后面讲水桶，
“怪不得水桶没有喜欢的人，
原来要小成熟型的～
ｎｅｈｎｅｈ～”
坏到》。《
水桶都不懂怎样回答XD
宝弟弟也可爱，
哈哈＾＾Ｖ

臭Ｄｉｃｋｓｏｎ要我做阿四
我以后把你杀了XD

要我拿水壶T.T

今天，
班来了十多个新人．．
是多的咯＞．＜
我的人又进不来T.T
大家好～
我是你们的班长＾＿＾Ｖ

一整天有方鸿真乐翻天XD
弄到我很吵＝X
新同学们
我是好人＾＿＾Ｖ

方鸿先生真可爱XD
看看我们的对话～
咸：喂，这个怎么做？
鸿：（死命盯着我不放）蛤？．．
我：。。。。
咸：酱这个了？．．（一点ｂｅｈｓｏｎｇ了）
鸿：（还在盯着我中）就将咯，，

咸：喂！～你可不可以和我讲话就看着我，
　　不要死盯美慧．．我在跟你讲话．．．．．


～～全部人狂笑中～～
ＬＯＬ，
我不大会用华语表达
当时的情景XD
想象下，
加上鸿先生那“可爱的模样”
傻傻的．．

我一直“欺负”方鸿
＊他说的＞．＜
ｈａｈａ，
又玩戒指，又恶整．．
哈哈，
我以后头晕他都负责给我糖～
他答应的　＝P

道德节，
闹闹闹闹闹

哈哈～
亏我们是第一班XD

放学，
谢谢哥哥，方鸿等等的陪伴
还聊了很多～
贴心哥哥＾＾
我整个头都乱了，
我却不懂＞．＜
整个傻婆、ｓａｋａｉ这样
第一次，
哥哥握住我的头来分好我的发线～
好好哦＾＾

ｈｅｈｅｅ，
还有很多事，
不可告人，
我们自己知道就好～
爱你们～

♥他

的事，
有机会，
慢慢讲，
只知道．．
可能。。。。。。。
应该不会是件好事

开心与伤心间的徘徊，
有谁了解？
又有多少人明了？
他，
没亲口表明，
也没行动拒绝，
到底，
是怎样，
原本
早上真的很开心，
但，
听到了他朋友的话，
不知怎么的，
开心不起了





给♥你的话：
对不起，
可能我朋友私下问了你什么
我真的过后才懂，
不是故意的，
太多人注意我的举动，
也有些，
想帮我，
也可能讨厌你我的人会
烦到你
在这里，
说声对不起～
可能，
我只是你的过客．

讨厌我的人，
不喜欢就别看，
看了又在哪想办法骂我，何苦？
你说的
我没魅力，
没有你就别看啦！
很简单而已
要看因为你。在注意我的一举一动！
在此，
本大夏可要好好谢谢你＾＾
谢谢你们，
让我看到跟多关心我，
爱护我的人～
也帮我增加我的人气
有时我在想，
你这么伟大，
帮我那么多，
不辛苦哦？．．ＸＤ
免费叻～真委屈你了～

[倒数1个月] A Peacefully,Funny & Nice Sunday~

update soon^^

他们，都说..

“你就主动点吧，他怕羞..”
My pasted ♥he
Dunno begin when,
It seems like..
get my notice get my eye look again...

The feeling,
back,
and more strong than before..
maybe,
just the begin..
the following day what will going on or happening..
still gonna pray for me..


E♥

[倒数33天] 与hamyu外出记..

coming =P

关于他的．．

他，
2007年3-4月我们认识..
一开始，
也只是普通朋友..
没什么特别，
但，
可能久了，
加上偶尔彼此有发简讯..
渐渐的，
我们都是算是开始依赖对方，
有什麽事，
一定会向双方诉苦...

我还记得，
他，
曾经说过，
“是看在你的份才帮你找歌的啊..”
"别人，我打死都不帮啊..."
当时，
我正为CHZ的事..
在伤心中，
那首唐禹哲的分开以后，
是我的救命歌..
听了后，
真的整个人，
好了很多...
当时真的谢谢他。

接下来的日子，
我都好了不少...
他&几个朋友帮了我不少..

也不知怎么的，
开始时，
就连我自己都不知道，
在那些日子里..
原来，
不知不觉对他有特别的感觉，
就，
不懂为什么，
每当看到他看/和其他女生一起
讲话之类的...
便会觉得...............
原来，
自己已在不知觉中
不把他当知己那么简单了。
整个中二，
过的平凡又简单，
真的很幸福。
我们，
拥有了..
可以说一辈子也擦不掉的
回忆

很快的，
我们都中三了..
我不再是巡擦员了，
我们，
也跟多时间一起了，
虽然
我们不同班，
但，
都破坏不了我们的友谊...
一起下课、一起放学..
一起做很多很多事...
平凡中的快乐，
真的很幸福...

[倒数40] 2010 1st day basketball..

*Zhao Jian,Gor,Jesmay(the special one),Hong Hong,YaoHao

7.00am said meet,
but 6.55am only wake=.='
my mum har..
very slow..
I done in few minute,
but gonna wait she about half an hour...HENG..

Begin play ball..
wahh..tired..
last night 1am+ sleep..
facebooking=.='
hahaa..
now the day i keep talk
in ah pang,yong yi/aaron activityXD
feel happy and touch ~
thanks =')

Lols,
today saw yong yi them also..
many la..
almost whole fell people I know..
all play ball..
Yap Guan Hong them also got..
wowww..
Today match I better than b4 LITTLE BIT..
cause about 1month din play basketball edi..

Many funny things happen,
They won't accidentally 'eat tau fu'..
haaa..so I can more fong xam..

Go hong hong house..XD
gor want change shirt..
me and Hong play play like wanna shoot gor..
how lame we are..
But important happy than good =P
Zhao Jian laugh at there..
than go eat ice..
as the 1st photo i show~
-^^-

[倒数41天] 两个字，累+开心^^

有时不要脸，也可能是一种福啊～
haha,
this tense suddenly I wanna said out^^
I step out already..heeeehe..
Mr Ken..hope our frdship can increse the pages..

Thanks Dickson they company me bask class=]
hahaa..
3 body guard and me walk pass through 2md floor..
The bad bad yen so sui also..
said all protect me enter class..
Dickson Nicholas them so sui de laXD

1st lesson we spend our time at dataran..
the stupid teacher and ms Tan..
want said this said that..
catch hair..sell ribbon>.<
stupiddd
but,
me,yen & hamyu,kok......
all keep kacao kacao...play play play..
damn funny..
the sky was nice on that time..
unlucky can't take photo=（
that bad hamyu lor>.<

Tie my hair up with ribbon given by Yen,
hamyu said me nice lo..
hhhmm..
I think sun will go down on other wayXD

the whole day,
just going on normal..=]
Until after recess time,
Suddenly meet Mr Ken and Mr Raymond,
they are talking about basketball..
Really call 缘分..
I really love everything about basketball lo~
Than wanna find ppl..
but form3 & 4 I more clear..
They ask me to take a look..
hahaaa..
me and hamyu walk whole school
find people who interest..
The bad Nicholas & Dickson gang
Totally sui zai bao lor..
all said u in I in..
Titanic mehXD

After school...
saw Dickson Nicholas them again..
at Pondok..=.=
hahaa.
good,
I can 'pull' they join basketball team too..
Waahh...
few la la zai also want join..
nvm,
is good for health^^
receive many sms,
about basketball..
dunno whr they get my number..
Know more form3 edi..
Hope their response good also~

Wait gor,
Nicholas them company too..
actually not..she is waiting her gf..LOL
BAd gor want me walk to the On Pong sch..
he lazy walk so far>.<

Finally saw he,
He face writing that he was just wake up..
=.='
so late edi..
than eat Mc..
*want die edi..eat so many fast food..nxt week can't le..

Saw Dickson at McD again..
we all sit in VIP room,
together lor~
All form3 exp me and gor..
we so old edi><

Chat a lot....about mine thing..many problem..
than DIckson Nicholas kacao kacao thr lo..
luckily la..they still sayang me..
thanks a lot♥

Haaiiiiiixxxxx,
really many thing happen...
Got a person can said out my problem how good,
and gor keep laugh at me..
hahaaa..
make he happy ok le,,
even he just laugh at that few hour...
already enough..
add oil also o gor^^

Nicholas Dickson them back early than us..
cause i eat so slow..
actually is i talk more than eat..
and gor keep eat and listen to me..LOL
but,
thanks a lot la..
cause the problem about HE..
not last time that about ♥ but do frdship..
what can i do?..
last time he was my the only one..
but now i think he was busy..
and i dunwan to disturd his life..
later..he'll said..
'my 2 important girl fan me at the same time,
frd pls dun give me pressure anymore..‘
I just want to help him..
mayb i'm just too stupid..
always come out at the wrong time..
10time i go ask he..
11time was get scold/argue..
aor maybe I'm just too what..
make he hate me..
nothing i can do..
if I always find he make he angry..
I'll go away..
promise he don't be sad..

We back the most last one..
about 3+pm i think..
Gor company me..
thanks..
chat a lot..
really..
feel more ok..
gor also..
and sometimes..
just laugh whichever we want..
this is life..
hope he too

wait T324 at 7-11,
Gor,
U must be ok ya..
because..
the last i when up bus and sit down take a look on u..
u was...like very....dunno how to said..
just like think very much...
sorry I was just ur mui..
I can't 100% help out u..
But,
mui always be at here..

About 6pm+,
raining day..
can't go pasar malam..
at house..
facebook-ing..
feel surprice and happy lo..
such as a gift form god..
thanks..
Mr Ken said next time can play basketball togther..
how cool is it..
first time chat sooooooooo many..
unlucky I dunno how to cut down the fb page,
if not i'l show my reader..
can anyone help me how to cut down the page???
can i can i can i??



sorry for late update..
few more post need to update,
for someone who want to know what happen on HE,
sorry a lot.......
I'll give something to let u know..
stay tuned..
I also hope to said something about that..

[倒数42天] 4th day in my high school life..

Today,
I'm abit tired and tired..
But,
I know my high school new life..
Sure won't boring..and full of energy..
Wooow..hahhac...

Last night..
after I updating my post..
Mr ** find me*ekkkemmm
The..my 追求者that precious post I said...

and..
He told me that..
hope me can be his ....*shhh
Oh my..
again..
I'm just don't want to..
stay together with people
that I just treat as frd or other..
and most important is..
FEELING..
no feeling,
this was not count a relationship..
and everything was no meaning..
I don't want to be murderer or
even hurting people feeling cell..
Sorry and forgive me..
maybe future..
no one know..
but for nearly ,
I think hard to ask me in a relationship..
there are other said the same to me too..
But....*I thnk u guys knw what i wanna said


He said wanna wait me at door,
and let he know the answer..
I feel scare without reason..
Worry about it..
That,
Ask my Yi Bin help..
luckily he company me..
even wait for 15minute
Thanks =”）

1st time..
I think..he dare to walk together..
talk and like take care a girl ..
That was me..
He was super shy normally..
But,
today he wad great..
company..chat with me..
and give me some suggestion..
really surprice and touched he do like that..
FRD　ＩＳ　THE　　ＢＥＳＴ
ｍａｋｓ

Than,
follow he and wait in his class..
Afraid without reason man>.<
And tight up my hair too..
Dickson & Nicholas
walk through yi bin class..
saw me..
this 2 sui zai pao..
Like to kacao me one>.<
Said my hair..
touch my head=.='
LOLS..
but..
THEY ARE CUTE =P !!
Hah..
people who added me as frd at fb
maybe can see the post by
Dickson on my profile page =P
haha..
He said my hair was cute..
*very suang edi meXD

Than,
Go down dataran again=.='
Luckily I nothing..
Just monitor and assistance need to leave..
Than..LOL
I and mr MJ still can 'argue'..
other class monitor such as
Intan them also keep laugh at us..
Cause me n MJ always don't want do this
don't want do that and pointed to each other..
Damn funny..XD

_skip_　

Form4 already..
Math subject also upgrade..
I'm poor in math..
But nvm,
I'll try my best...
KAmbateh Jesmay!!..^^
I trust I can..

oh ya,
forget to said about that teh bing againXD
that day I post that
maybe following will dream about he..

XD LOLss..
I really dream he..
=.=why he so xien meh...
until want come to my dream
hahahah..
really funny la..
maybe I too like with he
and bully he already..
so,
He still like always bully by me tooXD

Ekonomi lesson,
I went back from helping they find chinese student

and I bac ..
Thought Pn Teo will scold me..
But,
nothing she said..
just hav a small smile and eye looking..
My form teacher wanna find some of us take book,
sure have me lo..
after back..
I comunicate with classmate in Malay..
They said me proXD
and 1st time..Pn Teo said that..
'wahh,awak ketua ni baguuuuuuussssssssss sangat...'
ahhahaha..
I really song lor that time..
I said true..
haha..
I just do my work happily
thn got people puji me also..
How good^^
Thanks Pn Teo..

super tired..
something tiny happen on me din post up..
too tired..
because of chat on call with Mr JC about 1hour+..
damn tired..
eye also want close already..
Kay,
write till here..
anything if i miss maybe add in on other day^^

GOOD NIGHT WORLD

[倒数43天] 3rd day in high school life

The first reach class..
saw my senior Wei Xuen,form5..
She wait out of my class for see me..
Miss she so much too..
Thanks ya~
Than,
continue do my BM Karangan..
I was great..=.=
Monitor din do homework
at the first day teacher give homework..
How bad are me>.<

After bell ring..
Everyone have to go to hall..
oh my..
girls and boys was worry about that..
Cause of some people hair..skirt,shirt or pants..
Now already 20th century..
But why the rule still leave at 70/80 that time..
This can't ..that also can't..=.='
Maybe those teacher was too free..

Fine,
we all go to hall..
and I was always go till where
than 'argue' with people in the way..
In class is MJ..
than when walking to hall with Yen,
I keep 'argue' with Mr Yao Hao..
He also be ta han meXD

I win^^
After the stupid what penolong kanan what what that weird lady..
Scold us to enter to the hall,
simply sit thn sit beside this year form3..
all use those don't know what eye to look at me,yen and hamyu..
The whole perhimpunan..
what they said I just rmb Mr Manan said..
And I more pay attention on CIK TAN..
A famous teacher in our school..
everyone know her..she 'like' us so much too..
stupid,
She keep selling blue ribbon that ask people to tie at hair..
rm0.30 I think...my 'brother' said that..
CIK TAN look like no money and asking people to buy her selling thing..LOL
Good,the whole time my eye keep follow where she go..
She was..@#$%^&*..don't know how to said..
Huhhh, finally it is okay.. and I'm nothing..
But feel many question mark on my head=.=?
why those form3 student din even saw a girl meh..
Keep and keep and keep and keep and keep Look at me=.=
Nothing to do o?..Hear what teacher said dun look at me ma..


Back to class..
'argue' with MJ again..
haha..a fun in everyday in 4 Akru..
so he can't leave/change this class anymore =P
because he'll miss meXD*ekkeemm

Straight go to Moral lesson..
woohooo..my love my favorite^^
account 1 & 2 mix..
how great,
all my gang gang almost in account 2..
sure play high..XD
-Hong Hong malu cause of me..
-Yi Bing malu also when facing me..
-Chicken wanna challenge my basketball..
-Mr Yao Hao no place sit make joke..
-Tik Sang give me eat sweet..
-Stupid Sing Yong gor measure my 腰..
many many.....
Lols.. try imagine the look of all this happen..
Most cute is Hong Hong..
Hahacc..I like to play he..
He was easily to shy..
Don't know who said what
'美慧喜欢...(don't know who already)'
Than, u guys know la..
I was so straight and like to make fun said something afraid of other oneXD
suddenly I answer..
'没有，我喜欢方鸿...'(I'm just joking)
than the whole boy gang shout very high and laugh happily..
Said..
'aiiyooooo,方鸿你看..人家美慧等不及讲出来了..'
Than hong hong face begin red..*tikt tik tik tik~~
so cute are he..the expression and response..
Yi Bin also smile..lala..
because less see his smile wad~
the whole lesson..
Just me and those boy sound..
cause me can't do my homework well>.<

After recess,
Mr Ah Heng in my class..
and he ask something mystery about someone of his frd...
LOLs..
I think..I need to said here..
even they non of one reading my blog..
but,
I still wanna said..
and need my reader suggestion..

1. 该如何面对/回复追求者的答复？
2. 如果都一一不理睬他们，会有什么不好吗？
3. 有些只看女生外表的，那种是不是该淘汰了？
4. 如果两个不同的男生追求，被追者只当他们是一般/好朋友而已，说对他们没感觉，两个男生都给同个答案，就是【我不怕你伤害我，我只想跟你在一起，疼我喜欢的人，在她身边。如果你真的要伤害我，我也不会骂/生气你的，我只爱你】。。那么女生该怎样？

There are still many question in my mind..
but most hot is number 4..
seriously..
I not try making fun or even like LC people what I have..
I just wanna ask and know..
2 different person told me that..
1 wanna take my number...
1 straight ask me to be his gf...
1 said want bring me out..
1 said want meet me..
1 said I'm sexy..
(abit unlike those just look for face/beauty at outside)
I think is this 7 different person
who wanna know me/ask me be their gf...
Truly..
I not prefer net love..
and between those 7 guys...
some is around me..
near by me..
oh gosh..
what should I do?..
now i finally understand..
got people pikat also many problem..

人就是这样，
没有时却在期待，
自上门时，
自己却觉得........

该答应吗？
该拒绝？
考虑？
等？


what can I do,
I don't want to hurt people..
still friend right..
Friend more I don't want
because of they pikat me
thn I dun accept than I lose a friend..
I won't let this happen..
But,
what can I do?
Accept all?..
I just have one me..
Play ship?..
NONONO!!..sure I won't..
I hate too...
Oh my....
Help~

Huhhh..
Mr Ah Heng..
make me suddenly wanna said out all this thing..
at 1st I just wanna keep that myself..
No need to tell other..
But, Really don't know how..
all ask the same..want answer..
I said no they said they'll wait till one day..=.='
Even I hurt them also they said nvm..
But, How can I do that?! ..huhhh..

Continue..
After school..
Mr 嘉豪(I din wrote wrong) the form5 friend..
wait me at outside...
and want company or what..
aaa...
what can I do?..
huhhh..
calm down..
Just do it normal.
.But I scare>.<
also don't know scare what..
than chai qi company me
and he follow Mr Heng back~

Today,
I have go to my office to listen to the case about skin..
so, bring chai qi together too..
we eat MC,sit Teksi & LRT till my office..
PGRM =]
Lols..
I love her.XD
anything I also talk to her..
*who also I talk anything de la=X
We so funny and super happy..
In my office we was the youngest..
I love my wed office class..
meaning full..
Learn a lot other than just skin care..
chai qi just go once..
when she come out..
she told me she like it..
same as me=]
so,
next time I think she will follow too..
hurayy^^
Anyone else intrest told me too ya..
no need payment..
I bring u guys go there on wed..
SERIOUSLY..

teheeee~

After end class..
we go Jusco for a while walk..
damn happy lor!..
want take pic 'da tou tie'..
stupid people said we wear uniform can't take..
what rule is this..
I'm form4 people la even I'm short>.<
Heng...I want takeT.T but no choice..
If not we take out our clothes meh..
Sot de mehh=.=''
Than, bring chai qi go to Jusco MPH..
my favorite book store..
I'm waiting it have a sell..
hahhahaaa..
than I'll buy my lovely novel again =P
Take a look also I very like already..
I want buy!! ٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶
but gonna wait till sell only got 15% discount per book..٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶

After that back home..
huhh..
super tired..
reach home already 6pm..
wowww...
but today I super fun...
Post also very long..
heheee..
I'm enjoy writing..
but sorry if too lonf cause that my reader can't read all ya..
Late now again..
Pray
for me..
I can wake up early everyday and din feel tired..
if not tomorrow...
heheeee..
Dun said la..
kay guys..
Enjoy reading, thanks a lot
and
Bye bye^^

[倒数44天] 2nd day of my New High School Life..

Today no alarm XD
last night blog and fb till late..>,<
forgive me people..
always update at night..

Early in the morning,
blur blur..@.@
very tired..
oh my..god..
just 2nd day feel tired already..
nvm,
Later I go to school
sure become sot than full of energy already~
Just almost same as yesterday..
play play chat chat hardworking*ekkheemm^^

One more,
yesterday forget
introduce more about my class MJ
This M.Jazlan(MJ in short form =] )
Haha..
we same class when form1 just FEW DAY,
and this year same again,
haha..but we like kacao kacao..
He keep walk through my place..
and keep saying that he was so so boring..
I just give he many things to do
maybe can including my homework XD
This year 4 Akru class got
we this 2 assistance and monitor..
Is the great things in the world XD
we can change the world change the teacher..
Dun be too boring or weird when in class..
even sometimes teacher in front also
we can 'argue' with him even between us
have many group of people..
Teacher also be ta han..XD

More about MJ(M.Jazlan) with MJ(Ms Jesmay)..
follow my blog..all about my life..like to kacao he =0
maybe that was more..
about me and our class..

Hahaaa..
Just wonder why..
this 2 day har..
this tik bing keep around my topic..LOL..
People DUN MISUNDERSTOOD please!~
Just friend..
I like to play he..he also very care people..
that's all..
heheee..we are good friend...
Today,
A teacher who name..
Pn. Nudiana I think..
last year his BM teacher..
teacher said Tik bing many thing..
because of asking Tin Sang isn't bing's brother..
said bing like her BM lesson..
Always..
even other boy in his class playing basketball..
but when once teacher this teacher lesson..
can saw tik bing alone guai zai sit there..
Than,teacher always call he 'ah beng a~'..*teacher reading was funny@^@
hahahaaa..suddenly talk about he in my class..
sure he famous already lor>.< XD
Blablabla..
really not purposely..
this few day keep got about tik bing around me..
maybe following in my dream*dunwan aaa>.<
Hahaaa..
Just treat he as friend kay..
nothing else..dun think much about that..
Want go mamak already..MU..=P

Many thing to share..
but don't start form where..
ahhacc..
nevermind..
Sure got chance di~
I'll story out next time..
Don't wan blogging till too late..

Wish My everything gonna be ok ok^^
My blog and everything become greater..
Pray for myself..=P
Good night my lovely u,my friend^^

[倒数45天] My First day High School Life

'宁愿天去收我
也替你受重伤
金钢跟美女恋上
也是个传奇狂想
纵是遗憾收场
都必需跟你
明刀明枪
子弹不怕上
一级级上塔尖欣赏
欣赏你忧伤...'

My Morning Alarm song =]

So tired..
Because last night
don't know what reason can't sleep>.<
than when I wake up abit blur blur@.@

Hey Hey Jesmay!!
Today is your new life..
Ｎｅｗ 　Ｈｉｇｈ　ＳＣＨＯＯＬ　Liｆｅ
Ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｄａｙ，
Ｆｏｒ　ｆｅｗ　ｍｏｎｔｈ　I　Think XD


Because..
People　Said　that　
ｆｏｒｍ４，ｓｗｅｅｔ　ｓｉｘｔｅｅｎ
ｗａｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｎｅｗ　ｎｅｗ　ｇｒｅａｔ　ｌｉｆｅ．．
hahacc..
and..why people call 'sweet sixteen'..
Why not sweet fifteen or other..
There are many reason here..
I think everyone know..
no need said too much
=]


So,
Early I quickly prepare..
Lols..
Don't know want bring which back@.@
*forgive me,I'm just sharing and really many bag
surprise that,
today I tell myself..
must try wear contact-lens
If not very 'sai-nai' *浪费 in Japan word =P
Luckily..
Just use few minute done..
But,
I'm thinking that
How long today I need to use to take out my lens=.='

Eat few small coffee包,
So cute the shape XD

Bring new bottle..
but dad said heavier..
cause he help me take
*Muackss..thanks daddy~

3month like that
din saw my 'lovely' school bus uncle..
heheee..
Miss he so much..
and we talk a lot again..
Bad uncle..
still the same=.='
Last year my birthday present also he not yet give
*He promise me XD


Reach school,
Saw sifu & Keong they all...
The bad sifu a..
first see me straight touch my head my hair..
That's why I know why I so short..
Because everyone touch me like this..
sure I can't tall laXD
I want tall!!!...tehee..
At first Keong said want eat breakfast yamcha de..
But sifu dun agree..
cause everyone scare about their hair..
The scary ms Tan@.@
Chuckei also said that..*If I din mistake

Blablabla...
Sit with Hamyu..
hahacc..
I tell u guys..
She are.. >.<
we 2 if din 'chui sui'..
will beh song one...XD
1st time meet a frd so cuteXD
Dun let she saw what i write..
later she 'zhi lian' in front me again>.< hahahhaha..

Than,
Form teacher want choose monitor..
=.='
*oh gosh..if want just give me a penolong pls..
I don't want be ketua
Don't know who..
I think is my half idol good good Mr.
Yeoh Seng Wai..
Good than..
He said my name.. =.='
than I just raise up hand give their name tooXD
Muhammad Jazlan..
Our class MJ..
woww..
clap clap~

At the moment,
Our class was very noisy..
because of meXD
I keep call their name..
give many many suggestion..
My form teacher also laugh at us..
ohya,
Forget to introduce..
My good good form teacher^^
from Sibu,Sarawak..
Pn. Izan short name..
cause her name too long..
she was sweet =]

Good,
I have 3more supporter than MJ..
I become KETUA..oh my..>.<
They all chinese happy and happy=.='
*u guys die liao..=P

Other,
what Setiausha..
bendahari all..
teheee..
Their name in the list because of me^^
U support me I support u maXD
Wen Hao-Bendahari
Tik Sang-(don't know ketua what edi=.=)
Still more la..
hahaha..so funXD


skip skip skip~
Spend recess time with
Keong ,sifu,Gor and few of them..
This is my school life wad~

Back class..
chit chat with brother them.
haha..
the stupid Bing>.<
Go NS still ask Tik Sang said thing to me..
'我去NS，记得不要想我...'
and more..
But Tik Sang said
he forget want said what already..
This Tik Bing..
later I go mamak tong call teh bing finish u>.<
Who want miss u oXD
I think u miss me is it..
haha..
But he can't see my this post also=P
Sui Zai Bao..
Go NS balik u die liao^^

__many thing too__
haha..
Just as normal..
That ekonomi teacher..
a little bit give she zadao=.='
nevermind la..
I'm good student..
I don't want later this whole year
live in anti this teacher anti that..
This kind of live suck la..


Teheee,
I want a GREAT LIFE..
woww..
JUST ROCK UR LIFE
Do What U Want..
This is what in my mind =P


Is late now..
gonna go to bed >.<
stay tuned..
I'll try make my blog 'life' again..
Save my blog..
If not it is dead...

Sorry people
about my rojak english
and
messy thing..
Too high..Many thing to share..
New life wad..
I love my class..

I ♥AKRU

2009 AKRU class - Mr Roxzai Pang them
2010 AKRU class - Mr Ken ,Kah Wai them
2011 AKRU class - Ms Jesmay Jet'amine =P

So,
I love my class..
I don't want change anymore..
My sc C in pmr..
hard to follow up...
I think maybe account more suitable for me =]

她，77 20

她
11.31pm打电话给我。。
听她的声音。。
状况与我不相上下。。
她，不是很好。

通话中，
我和她。。
都为同类型的事难过
可恨的人们
尤其是他和他。。


已经很久没把心事，
写在部落格上了。。
以前，
我还有个发泄之地。。
现在，因为某些事。。
我可能连这个地方都难完为全全说出自我感受。


她说，
’你这是在压抑着自己，
说自己放手了放手了。。 如果真的放手了，
那，你现在为什麽会这样？。。‘


’你是时候长大了。。‘
（我知道，现实一定要我这样）


（从一开始到现在，
都是我的错，是我自作多情。。
他根本没有过。。）
’我们都可以很肯定的告诉你，
你不是自作多亲。。
当时。。 谁都看得出他喜欢你。。。’


（事情过了，
算了，
我现在什么都不想要，
免了，不想在说会以前，
我们‘友谊’的时光，
不想再说回以前，
他是怎样怎样的好
， 怎样怎样的对我，
一切，我闪了。。
我给了他的她，
那个她停止哭泣开始,
换来了另个黑暗角落女生的泪灾.
算了，
都是命中注定。）


我们，
又来了。
一颗颗珍贵的珍珠，
沙哑的声音，
想控制，
却又说不出在喉咙的话语，
我们又来了。

她，77
你知道我在和你说话，
你。。别这样好吗？。。
对不起，
我只能陪你。。
安慰。。帮也帮不到你。。
我很差吧。。
对不起。
我答应你的。。
我，
会试着去做。。
我想帮你快快好起来。。
可能，
你觉得我无法了解你的感觉，
这点，
可能。。真的被你说中。。
我的事，只是件小事。。
却哭的稀里哗啦。。
而，
我心爱的她，77
比我跟痛，
比我跟伤，
却还笑着对我。
要我在我所为的’大事‘中 好好站起来。。
我，
真的很没用。
一点都不如她。。
对不起。

事情，
如果真的想她所说的，
今天的结局会是这样吗？
别傻了，
醒醒吧笨蛋的美慧 教训还不够吗？？
想多一次？
。。免了。。
这样，迟早出事。。

77，
我永远在你身边，
无论环境多残忍，多恶劣，
我们都会在对方身边的。。。