Change back using english ?maybe

Still remember that my previous blog was totally update using english,how pro when i think back now,LOL
But,i still prefer using chinese..maybe using chinese could more stick to my real life feeling..
muahahaaha! True, I'm a Super Emo Girl since i'm 15yr-old. because of a 1year puppy love? oh-gosh,stop that now>,< it totally change my life,change my mind.


So, not acting not trying to show off anything.
It's just my personal feeling..after 15yr-old.
I really get EMO super easy.  Not a good taste for me kayy! hate it too!


Some people gosip Me as a professional 'acter'..damn cool right. xD
Some people think I was just trying to get other attention.
whatever people said, they have their own thinking about someone,right.



Btw,all above that is not the main point that i update this post,
is something to talk about myself,my EMO feeling.
It found me again = (

why why why why why why..

I still don't understand.

Now,I'm 17year-old  already.

why this kind of problem still appear?

why i still failed to control my own emotion?

Is true that people said that,

I'm a people who don't know how to control my feeling.

17yr-old are not that young already,

but my attitude still like a kid.

can't let everything going on nicely without hoping other. 

what a sad case! ="(

what can i do?

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