Huhh..

Finished 'Gerak Gempur' exam..
Sighhh.......
My math make me really wanna cry..
My level really...
maybe bad than malay student...
Haixx..other I can..
Just my weak point...math...
What can I do?>.<

Still have 20 day only for me to follow up my math>.<
Omg...Can i do it??..
I don't think so...how bad...
I really poor in math...
Who can help/teach me??..
seriously..Haixx.. I bad mood cause of my math...


In this few day..
really thanks r.. I almost in happy mood^^
Maybe he also hope let both of us happy..
FOCUS in pmr first..thanks for the great thinking..

Just maybe..
sometime saw my girl..
Yen,Sherine and MeiFun...
their down mood or what...
Will let me feel totally scare...
and very worry about it...
But..I try my best do what he said..
'FOCUS in pmr...'
Other thing..after pmr only said...
Just sometime when talk about our things..
Feel like...have a sign that tears coming....
Cause of..really very very scare and worry about it..
Haixxx.. I try to trust he ok...
Please Dun make me fall down again...

But...
Dun talk about what my negative thinking..
I know..I'm still lucky and sweet...
If really 'banding' with my girl...cheer girl~

The time waiting he...
Is passed really slow..
today evening I really agree this..
huhh..wait and wait... make me think back..
that day.. he said...
he wait me 1 and half hour just for a msg...
How touched...=*/

Whatever.. maybe in his mind..
that was just for a FRIENDSHIP...
Let me dream in my world until end my pmr please...
sometimes..when think about something...
I'll feel very scary...
but I still need to FACE MYSELF if after pmr...
this dream...break...or the bubble 'pop'...
I think.. many people won't see me at school anymore..
I know maybe he have read my blog..
I not 'ugut' u for MUST BE WITH ME...
Just..saying out what I worry about ..
I'm scare..yes I am..
But hard to said this to my girl or friend..
Maybe they will said..
'U think too much...'
'I think he won't treat u like this..'
Huhh... I really dunno... Scare to face it..

Scare pain...
Scare fall...
Scare result yuck..
Scare u far away from me..
Scare everything u give me will grap by other..
Scare I'm just the one who drawing heart shape here...

Jesmay...
Just leave it...
This time really dun think too much...
Cheer..and enjoy now that..what things he done for u..
This..I think was the best best memory...
If after pmr he not belong to u..
Please...
I wan to keep my mood till over pmr..
Someone...Help & Support me please....