Sunday, September 30, 2012

Now your admirer realized that your heart is sincere, are you sure about it?

Don't lie please...hhmmm
True ? or False ?
Should I ? or Should I no...?

"Changes may happen around you and what you want could magically coincide with your partner's desires"



Best day ever & special feeling of new born awesome friendship.
Stay tuned = )
My menstruation cell is killing me ....

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

respond to your smile ?


" you want to open your heart and share the love you feel - this is a good opportunity for you and your sweetheart to speak from the heart. Think positive and things will go well. Because of the effort you put into everything, it won't be hard to attract the love you allways dreamed about."

IMY ;)


 "respond to your admirer's smile and you'll experience an excitement you've not felt before."

Monday, September 24, 2012

Far ? or Near?


Where is He?
The question that keep on appear in my mind.
Is it far away from me?
- nope, take 1hour to go can reach to his place.
Is it near with me?
- nope,he wasn't anyone that really close to you.



Can anyone tell me far or near? near or far? far or near? idk..
He gave me the feeling of unstable. But is that his fault? I don't think so. I'm nothing for him.
This is the problem that I worry since the first day I had some special feeling with him.
Who is HE? He is who? I know it sounds weird.



He always talking On-Air to everybody. But for me is like special feeling, wtf am I thinking about? What to said? feel like slapping myself. ergh..



Who am I ? and what's in my mind?
I'm nothing =) I am nothing !
I don't know myself.

Things like getting worse, please save me



Someone answer me?
Tell me that you are always there for me.
How funny am I. huh !

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Who is the angel in your heart..?



"your dreams are about to come true as you're so passionate about what you want - you can expect a surprise in the near future.''

Hey people, I'm having a totally awesome September ever!
Don't agree huh??
Take a look.


Outing with Boon Boon 16 Sept 2012 , Pav & KLCC




Get my vip ticket at tv station and meet Yang Yang for a short shop. 1 Utama



and also..... Golden Awards 2012 !! Once again special thank for onefm
Meet my genting trip friend and my awesome leader, LUCAS !!
okay, artist are pretty and handsome which keep on and on pass by in front of me.
hahaaa, but just...watch but din take any photo... nevermind larh, as long as it is a great memory ;)





Click it for View more =)


最近的心情,真的很大波折..
了解我的人知道、不了解者继续不了解吧
只是真的真的..
是自己吧,过不了的是自己的那关
究竟什么问题? 说不出、却不表示不存在
生活就是这样吗?
真的很多事情都这样. 总是不顺利..
是哪里出了问题吗?
好乱、好烦
头好疼..晕晕的.. 真的很辛苦
连第二个sem的第一堂课都无法出席..
怎么了..怎么了..怎么了...


谁说你心中的天使?
傻瓜、你究竟在干什么?

Thursday, September 20, 2012

when he's near..


"The flame has been lit - note the interest in your admirer when he's near"


I'm not that tough actually.. Let those tears flow into my heart.. :)
Everything will be alright.  Because of that vip ticket, I've gone through lot of feeling in just only 1 situation.


往心里的泪,真的无声无气..
在阿姨家,给一个个阿姨拨电. 为的是希望有个阿姨能载我到办公楼去索票
一次一次的被拒绝、声音都发抖了
因为忍哭 ;D
很怕面对一次一次的拒绝,因为我真的会哭
可是在妈妈阿姨面前我不能掉泪!
我必须给她们看到我很勇敢,我在突破..我不在乎..我很坚强 
huhh~老实说..
到最后我还是背对着她们,按电话时在檫泪了
好辛苦!


我讨厌自己的无能、讨厌自己没那个胆量
所以才拿了牌也不敢驾车
很懦弱
很讨厌
恨死


话说回来,
为了那一切的种种.. 我真的觉得值得的
每一件事发生,背后都有着特定的意义.. 这是我一直相信着的
谁知道那会不会是你? ;)



可爱的你,
还和那些票合照..真是的

Our favourite song ;)
This song is pretty touching..hhmm
Love it !


晚安了,我想你

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

❥傻瓜、晚安





"In holiday you'll meet an admirer and become romantically involved -so follow what your heart desires"
seriously.. I'm following ;)

总是准时扭开收音机,
笑声、欢乐..


感恩、感谢!
我再次成为幸运儿..超奇妙的说~


还有还有,足以让我开心的理由.哈哈





sem1的考试成绩开放了,
有一点惊讶.. 
竟然fail了一科.. 有很伤心的感觉..
而且还是我最爱的一科
怎么办?


突然有世界末日的感觉.......




到此吧,
希望明天一睁开眼..
好事都会来



晚安`傻瓜

Monday, September 17, 2012

夜晚的心情、我既然...


就突然好想要有宠物..
陪我哭、哄我笑..


感觉这几天都过得好怪..
心情时上时下..


一直一直想着..
却突然在夜晚里,想放开


对吗?
应该吗?
是属于大家的、
不是我的....



我、又来发神经了
哈哈!


Sunday, September 16, 2012

最近的心情——念



***我还是忠与Onefm的丫!别边缘我呢 :P
就很偶然般的拿到myfm 《礼双中秋群星街头party》的vip票~抱着为了Gina而去的心态



图中奇怪的微笑,哈哈


回回当天的情景、心情
最近总是感到怪怪的,自己也不知道怎么了..


闷闷的夜晚里,即使在我眼前的是大明星,大帅哥
都没你般的吸引我目光
抬头望着月光...我好想你



心里很好奇的不断重复问着自己,
“这是个过程吗? 可是我不想他消失..更不希望这只是个过程,我要他是终点不想再看到人来人往的过,只希望他是注定的那个一直一直地陪着我”


他会忘记我吗?
他们都叫我放下,把他当作美好的回忆收着就好
可是,收起来了是不是就意味着忘记?
那他的存忆里究竟有没有我?
我不要,更不想..可是我该怎么办...?



他总是对着电话,爱按电话..
面子书上却没动静..那在他电话里头按着的..是什么? 是谁?



每个熬夜的人,都有个故事
就好像我..明明真的真的很累..却就是不想去睡.. 
就是有个让我睡不着/不去睡的理由,是吗?   呵呵!

Friday, September 14, 2012

想哭的时候、怎么办?

音乐是一种毒药、也是一种解药
情绪是一种表达、更是一种有时控制不了的东西


大家来说说,如果想哭了、会怎么办?还一度度的心里...
今天的脾气、情绪都不好..不稳定...


却不知如何表达,当感觉突然来了..
说也说不出.


说得对,
“真正的痛,是说不出的”
: )


希望能真正过去才好,
或者..我向上天祈求,希望他出现..
希望是那个他..啊



我好想念
究竟该怎么办才好

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

思——念 ♥


又是一次好久没更新的部落格记载,
说真的..很多心里话..
还是不知如何表达


是一时的感觉吗? 还是放假太得空而产生这样的感觉..?
多一个星期又要开学了..
心里很矛盾,不想这感觉消失..却又害怕一直出现..
感觉自己还真有点语无伦次,这是当兵回来后第二次有着那种想时间停留在那一刻的感觉
每个人都在为自己的生活努力的活着、为自己而奔波.
会不会就这样把过去的一点一点给变模糊?  你还会记得我吗?
第一次很想介入你的圈子里,不为了什么..
就只是你有着我很想探险、了解的态度..神秘..工作圈子


在前面等待着的,究竟是什么?
未知数.



他说,"等待是一种未知的希望"



再一次祝他,
26岁生日快乐!
保持乐观快乐微笑,你就是最棒的!