Yeah, I'm still in Missing Mode

Yeaa..I still could not "tidy up" my missing mode through everything had happen over Miri.
This week is about the 3rd weeks after I came back from PLKN.

what can I do? I just miss u so much!!

I wanna go back, and I wish the time could be longer for me.
Every day dream about different things that make me feel myself still in the camp.

Every morning open my eye, and I told myself ,"It's over, I'm at KL now."

Even 2.00am something, I suddenly awake because of dreaming in plkn, and I chat happily in the dream..
Once awake everything gone, and I text my best friend over Miri/Limbang.
They even reply me,

"We are always in your heart, by your side.Don't worry, sleep tight sweet dream."♥

Huhhh, everything changed.I appreciate every moment in the camp.

But...still feel not enough for me. I din done perfectly for everyone of them..
Still not yet "tidy up" my mind..my everything..that's why I can't accept something over here.
I can't accept the change.....everything...

This is one of the reason that, Why am I still din update my 3 month diary over there.

I wanna share it to everyone! I wanna tell the whole world that I miss them so muchh!!
And I wanna prove that, Ocean is not the matter of blocking me ..our friendship...our feeling..

Tell me,

what can I do..

To keep this as a best memory,

But not forgetting everyone of u.