[UPDATED]11/12 Rmb To Think me at everyday 12o'clock← @_@

*I know this Picture not nice>.<
But Is normal me =)

Hahacc...
Totally unbelieveble..
and..
A GREAT Day!!!..^^

Rikiko sms me last night (11/11)
Ask me that..Jing Jing's birthday..
Want to join or not..Go watch Movie~
OMG...
So happy am I ^^
But..
They plan go by teksi after
they return book and go Miko's house..
How bad =(
I scare alone go by LRT>.< And.. at first..
I dun think my mum let me go out 2day continually
>.<
Just ask mum for a chance and hope it come out miracle..

Unbelievable that my mum said
'Yes,U can go..but back as early as U can o~'
<@_@>?/
That the answer from my mum?..
Woowww..
Cool...I can go out again^^
First time with Mengli,Rikiko,Miko,Enjian them..
Waaoo..Thanks thanks^^
Faster give Rikiko a cal =)
Get Miko number for ask more clearly too..
Cause Rikiko want sleep edi..XD
Mengli said will give me a call too tomorrow..
how good~

The following Morning..
Lols..I wake about 10am+
@_@
Omg...No any call or msg..
Did they forget or go themself lastlyT.T
(Just what in my mind la)
Faster wash and bath..also sms them~

Girl they said..
They go that time first..
Ask me sms Boy..
They all at school on that time..
And they will company me by LRT go there

Feel abit touch..thanks..and sweet..
Lols..Those between frdship de la..
Dun misunderstood..

Enjian message me
wait at LRT station at 1:45pm

but,
Around 1:40am still no sound..
I worry lur>.<
Scare maybe is
'11:45' > '1:45'
I mean I worry that I read the wrong time..
and they gone already>.<
(what in my mind too..Lols.really think too much>.<)

Luckily..
Yong Hao find me =)
He,me and a frd (still dunno what name>.<)
Go by LRT
We meet Enjian,Aaron in LRT..
Lols..=.='
Enjian YengXD
Wear the LeeHom spec..coolXD

All the way..
Shy..
dunno want talk what with them..>.<
And Luckily..
Yong Hao take care of me..Thanks =*)
Enjian wait me and walk beside me too..
Cause I walk so slow cause of leg short>.<
XD

Wait Jia Wei about 15minute..
That time..
It was like small rain..
They worry me that get sick or what..
so,
Enjian give suggestion as sit Monorail..
They dunno how to go Pavilion=.=
Me too lur..
they ask me tooXD
So,
I just ask at the counter..
There have 2 Platton..
A and B
They also dunno..
Keep ask and ask..
some said A some said B
But the wrote A
XD
Me and Enjian saw it
Keep tell them go to A..
hahahccc..
They heard that
I saw only agree go to Platton A
No one belive Enjian said at firstXD

XD
A big gang
Me,Enjian,Aaron,Yong Hao,Jia Wei,frd
5 boy 1 girl..
walk here and there..
hahacc..
Enjian said..
'This is all Hiong Ha Lou...'
Aaron said..
'Neh neh...the wear spec that la..(Enjian)'
XD
Funny lur~

When enter the Monorail..
Luckily they take care of me..
I'm so worry lur..
Cause Monorail dangerous..
I almost 'stick' at the door..XD
They all call Enjian give me some space..
Cause he is the most near with meXD
Aaron keep said that..
Want go to 'chao-kek' thereXD
Hahaccc..
I think people know the meaning is it?XD
Enjian keep said..
'Aaron..dun like this..later teach people to bad..
And I dunno u dar..
keep said 'chao-kek'
Lols..
many people look at our big gangXD

when we reach Pavilion Cinema..
many people@.@
thn Aaron them call Rikiko them to knw their location..
Than,
'What?!..u say again..'
Thn Aaron told us they at TS..
Jia wei Yong Hao them go to grap His hp..
and ask..
'what?!..at TS??..now we at pavilion...'
....Blablabkablaa.....

We walk back..
Than enjian suddenly said..
'Aaron..FU...'
=.='
Aaron also ‘FU' back..=.=
Just playing la..
funny lor themXD

when we reach TS already 3.0opm+
Rikiko Mengli them still waiting us..
the movie start on 2.40pm..
that time we still walking from pavilion to TS
Sorry ya..rikiko and Mengli..

I sit with Mengli at centre place..
nice to see^^
and people already watch till half..
I enter..
I start watch from thr..
the 笑容（by Therese Fu Wing）at the big clock thr..
ask the 古天乐promise that..
think of her at every day 12o'clock..
So sweet~
I wanna do that too..
for my future...XD

watch the movie u will know..
how sweet..
and I very like the 笑容..
She was sweet nice and sweet^^!!

She looks great^^..

Ok..
After finish..
We go to eat..
and prepare to back..
cause we are planning
jst go out and watch a movie thn back.
But maybe just few hour..
but it happy than ever^^
I'm so happy..
Very like^^

Super late update..=.=
I just follow my memory type this post =P
Many tiny happiness..
Keep in heart better..
I love hang out with them this gang^^
Super happy and high lorXD






Nice ending..Peace^^!!

JC Birthday Celebration

Happy Birthday..
Ur present still at my home=.=
Yesterday bring go and back forget to give u..
Let see yesterday out for celebrate JC Birthday..
Cool number again=.='


Cool design again=.=''

Cool Jay's song..my favorite..




Me me me..
Jesmay Jesmay Jesmay =P


Keep snatch snatch at greenbox toiletXD
And pull Qi also=.=
Be ta han myself lor=.=''


In boiling station...
taking shoesXD


The boy...
Big Gor..XD Joshua

Great brother..Jun Keong
Birthday boy _ Mr Wilson @ CB
Best Frd Ever _Kahoo
Bad Guy..XD Zhao Jian
Huh..
Time go faster without let us know=.=
Next time I want play boiling..(hope have next time>.<)
This post I wanna post on that day..
But stupid PC..errghh..
So..Less word more pic =)
Happy 1112 Birthday dude^^

I swear..why..

Useless JESMAY
I hate myself..
Again...
Why..everytime..

Gor's call..
sure make me.....
I hate myself..

Super useless..
when I think I'm ok..
And gor asked me..
I just story to he..

At first..
I really Ok..
But,
Suddenly...

Gor,
Why everytime..
I sure......T.. in front of u..
In your call..

I'm useless right?..
Sorry..
Make U worry about me..

U want me stop..
But want me continue..
T out ALL..
after that begin..

I am trying..
really..
If not ur call..
I won't tears......

More than 10+ time T..
No energy to count..

In this post..
I just want to said sorry to gor..
I useless..
T in your call again..
Make u worry..
Sorry

I try my best ok?..
I want to walk up this pain..
I know I can..
Yes, I can..

Red,
sorry really a complicated thing..
Hard to explain..
Just let it go on silently.....
cause..
I din get a clear answer too..
U look intrest about it..
But is nothing in it..
Just a stupid girl doing stupid action..
Thanks for notice that..
If can..
leave ur true name..
Dun use my blog address..
Thanks & sorry
if I said anything wrong..

U know that I'm saying about U
Yea..let u saw my useless again..
I'll try my best..
This is what i hope too..
If really can't..
Hate me =)
Or..STOP viewing my blog..
If can't..
Or should I change blog add?..
At least...
Everyone ok...
sorry for said that..
Just asking..
I know there was no answer too =)

Not much can I said..
I dunwan show everyone
my pain..my hurt..

Rmb,
I'm an evil..
A evil face but angel heart...
I hope EVERYONE
beside me happy than me..
No one can sad..
ecp me..

Why evil call evil..
Because they
have a problem before too..
Until one day..
They change to evil..

Me too..
But,
I want to help people..
Make people smile or happy^^
Don't care my things..
Evil have a most beautiful back hurt =)

I'll help people..
I'll teach people..
But,
Don't stop me from my emotion..

K,End..Bye..

End but not fully with a clearly answer..
What I hope to listen..
Din even enter to my ear..
Even a clear answer..
Also..I can't get it..
Is truly Sad..

But, Nothing I can do..
He,
Don't want face it true..
Or even said something..
To let me know..
All the true..
I'm tears..
No energy to ask he..
I don't dare..
Really scare..

Can I face he ok next time?
Or..
This really a ending?

But,
sorry for that..
I still Feel that..
He keep silent..
or skip from saying anything..

I still feel that..
He have something in his heart..
But,
I don't know..

why he don't wan to voice out..

Did..
he think to use..
some bad word..
or silent..
make me..
hate he evilly..
and more easily to forget he?

Or..
He don't hope to hurt me again?
He..want to be a 'wei ren'?..
Why?..
At least..

Let me know......

But,
Now..no more..
Never mind..
he choose to silent..
I have no voice..
even no energy to ask
for THE LAST QUESTION before I leave he..

Maybe..
He won't forgive himself..
Maybe..
He want to make me hate he.
. Maybe..
He begin more and more..
Look down and hate himself..
Please don't..please...

That's was nothing ur fault...
All the begin till the end..
I'm the stupid..
I understand why u call me like that..
I'm the one..
who always misunderstand
Ur action Ur meaning..
Sorry..

Can't listen to ur 'last word'
Before I leave..
that..
was my life..
I can't even hear once true thing..
Jesmay wrong this time..

After THAT DAY..
I very very sad..
tears even see movie..
tears hear song...
tears also talking with mum..
I keep waiting..
a call..or a sms..
But I know..
is bubble..

The bubble..
crack and 'pop'..
I should let go..
maybe next time..
I look back..
I'll see that I'm stupid..
But for this moment..
Just let me be a stupid...

They said,
'This is the time..for u to grow..'
'Cheer up..I always by ur side'
'U're a nice girl...'
'A mature girl..don't cry..'
'May,ur cousin all by ur side...'

Thanks for everyone..
My facebook stated change..
everyone notice..
some like it..
some leave comment..
Some leave message in my inbox..

Because of my cousin Dear Poh Lin sis,
She told me a lot.. about begin..
she problem with her husband..
What my passed away uncle told she..
and she told me too..
she hope me cheer up..
she said..
'every thing..
must sit down and think clearly..
only do ur action..'
so,
I sms he..
voice out all..
Yen too,
Ask me do for last time..
Pop magazine too..
all the modal..
almost said that..
They..
regret cause of that time..
they din said what true in their heart to their dreams guys..

I think..
I won't regret as pop modal..
cause..
I skip their mistake..
I have told he..
I have prepare to get hurt..

But,
What babe said was true..
'Even how good u prepare...
When the true..
really comes to u...
Sure everyone will sad or tears..'
Is normal..
I know babe.....
Because I feel it..

That day...
receive his message...
1st time..
I feel want to faint..
whole thing around me was turning..
and no feel...nothing in my mind..

Is 2 day before from now..

In this 2 day..
I really dunno who I am..
Want to post blog express
emotion or sadness in blog..
but,
internet connection..
problem again..
want watch movie
because daddy bought
a new LCD for me to watch TV
But,
Nothing to see...

I think a lot..
in babe call..
I tears again....
really useless..
I don't want my now attitude..

Today, Tuesday..
Also same when..
I open my eye..
Home no one..
hp showed few message..
And,
my mind keep tell myself..
a day again..
cheer...

Don't know why..
I open my diary book..
It write from February till April..
Really miss that time..
And..
April of 15..
K,did u remember that day?..
I think u already forget about it...
Only a stupid will remember about that...
Because..
That day..
was my 1st time tears day..
Because of u scold me...
And..
1st time...
U told me..
' we 100% won't fall in love..'

After that..
I really try hard to forget u..
And..done 60%..
how good..
Because...
that come basketball competition..
It save me..
Begin that time..
I more and more LOVE basketball..

I read back my diary..
only know..and think.. last time..
U have sms me..
'scold me'..
Said..why I scold u and CB in blog..
Now,
Only I remember why..
Actually..
Not..
I not scolding u guys..
Just at that time..
I let go of u..

And,
put all my mind..
my focus eye..
in basketball..
Really happy and free..
Din think about u...

But,
that time..
u and CB keep angry about me..
Even, I said a 'basketball' word..
in front of u2..
I'll get scold..

That time I was 'hairan'..
why..
I want let go u..
100000% support basketball competition..
But,
U keep angry/'face black'
On that day..
even..scold me too..
So, I was so 'hairan'..
I want let go u..
But u angry/unlike...
If I don't let go u(on that time)
I'm the one who sad and tears..
after u said NO to me..
'100% can't fall in love..'

Reading diary..
I..find back myself..
On that time..
How I do to let go of u..
How my mind think..
What had I told myself..
All..
I found in my diary..

Now, I'm smile..
I hope it'll be ok..
Hope tomorrow..
everything will be ok....

Must life sweet with ur dear..
Must LOVE she fully...
Must make she smile..
Must make write her name in ur heart..
P.Y + K.H

I wont sad again..I try..
I won't tears...As how as I can..
I type this..
Is just to said something..
Nice ending..
Nice.....

U teach me a lot.. really...
Thanks,
K

你太誠實

谁拉住我 谁救救我

我从高空 狠狠地坠落

谁叫醒我 说这是梦

说你和她 什么都还没有

在窒息的沉默中 你握痛我的手

爱怎么了 我怎么了

一句话都没有说

我曾经以为爱情应该诚实

但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子

你坦白一切留给我决定是多么的自私

我恨你

就连你的感谢都太诚实

你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰

在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子

你没有错 我没有错

是一阵风 吹熄了承诺

你挣扎过 你要我懂

那谁来懂 我心里的黑洞

我从来没有这么渴望你欺骗我

掀开一切 千疮百孔

明天到底怎么过

Red word=my voice..totally match with me

Today..is a bad day for me =(

Totally very very moody and down..since last night..

Evil come out..

this song..is.....I heard when..

haixx...sadness thing..still the same..

I no need to repeat..

I have to get hurt of the one who i love

and have gf and leave u away forever...

一些东西
过去了
就该把它忘了
因为不管我们怎么努力
也改变不了过去
唯有努力的把现在拥有的
做得最好
也许
在下一个路口
你可以找到另一个机会
-
Hope Before It Start
Learn Before It End

By Scott..I like it..

他走了。。。

留下的仅是那会随着岁月

流逝而一点一滴逐渐模糊的回忆

过往的幸福甜蜜已被时间牢牢地上锁

只剩下久久挥散不去的难过

还遗留在心中

手中的风筝也断了线带着所有

快乐与梦想越飘越远我的心在淌血

挽回不了

只能静静地

看着它从指缝溜走

saw by some where..

I can't write chinese..

Sorry for only can copy..

some word close to me or match to my status..

Theay're couple

I saw it again..
Yea..
They're couple yes they are..
Sme music colour playlist..
couple feel..couple smell..
and in both of their blog..
have all the love..
all the honey..
all the sweet...
How touched..
The overnight together too..
How sweet right?..
In just a few week..
they totally change from P.Friend to C
Congratulation!!!
Jesmay girl lose again^^
Well done...

"yuen lai..zai yi zhi mei you wo de qing kuang xia...
ni zhen de zhao ta le...wo yi zhi hai pa de shi ye fa shen le.."

"yi qie..wu yuen..wo zhong shi bei pao qi he bei diu xia de na ge..
yuen lai..ta zhao yi zai ni xin zhong...yuen lai....ni xi huan de ren shi ta..."

I dun care people know or not..but..
That's ws just way I express it..
I hate u!