I unlike Emo.. Not fully emo.. but.. signer of emo..
I dun understand myself.. and, I hate this kind of myself..
I'm bad n yuck.. why.. I told myself that.. trust u fully.. But, somewhere in my heart.. there was many voice...
Now I'm agree.. Like/love one person.. is really not that easy.. I'm tasted.. It's..really not as easy as our think when we're still single..
Everyone.. who know.. 85% of them, not agree that.. I like him much.. even my most lovely gor.. leave me away.. he said to other. he totally disappointed to me.. I know my gor was try to protect me.. from stop getting hurt by guys..
I hope gor by my side now.. cause..he was the one who most.. understand what i talk.. but every time.. in our call.. sure..one of us tears.. cause he always said out.. the problem.. the thing that i try to run away.. 哥总是那个常把我隐藏好好的伤口开了.. 说出我的所有.. 让我，掉了不少眼泪.. but now, no more.. I rmb.. he said that.. he TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED to me.. cause of choosing to like someone.. who my gor said.. flower.. 'he can use 1year to chase u... treat u super good.. but, when together.. u guys won't pass 1month..'
This is the most i rmb that what my gor said.. last word.. after that call in 1/2 month before.. no more.. can't even find he.. I feel sorry to he.. non of angryness.. He just try to protect me best which he can.. But, I'm the one who hurt he.. who make he sad n disappointed..
Cute Lilo =] Love him lots~ hahaa.. actually snatch on the day he♥ gave me me but today only show it..tehee..
Yesterday.. the mood was.. up and down..up and up ^^ Thanks to us... that trust each other.. and voici out truly anything in our mind or ask each other about what happen/the reason
Today, something happen funnyXD he♥ was a pigXD 6.59am only wake up..
Recess time, LOL.. really give them 2 zadao..XD which two?.. neh neh.. The Mr Kum(people likes to sleep) & Mr Lee(he la)
I din saw he when at canteen.. Just wanna find a pair of chop-stick.. to eat my Dear Shennice cook mee for me after that day she saw his♥ mee that ate by me Thanks a lot ya Shennice^^!!
Saw Mr Kum and 'chit' his side..LOL. dunno to to discreet it.. cause wanna find chop-stick, saw he♥ was just in front of Mr Kum LOL.. the bad Mr Kum..let see their 'dialog'..
Kum:'ask XX to cook again for u la.. XX,我要吃你煮的面面～...' Lee:'....(abit shy-ing + little smile)..' ANDＳＵＤＤＥＮＬＹ Mr Lee hit Mr Kum..ekeemm.. secret place..LOL..XD cause Mr Kum purposely said that.. to make both of us shy-,-
HAHAHHAHHH!!!
hahhahahhahha.........
everyone laugh like hell.. haha.. and he♥ red face walk away..LOL.. ♥
than, taste my dear shinnice mee omg.. good smell leh^^ marmie smell.. take photo too =] like like =P *photo will upload soon^^
Hey hey..today is my 2nd bday too.. reason?.. secret =X
saw my picture.. can any people guess out what am I going to post out today?.. Heheeee..
LOL, less smile when taking pic.. maybe I dunno how to smilewhen facing camera..
okay okay, straight in to the topic..
someone promise me something..
can done it today..
so cute♥
receive pig k(secret name) msg.. '嗯，等下我到了可以跟我一起进吗～ 要给东西你嘛～嘻嘻...' shy boy he are =] early in the morning.. first message is HE♥ and...hahaa
chat lots..=X
Stupid cute pig he are.. I'm behind him but
he keep looking out therefor finding me.. and suddenly turn back and said that.. 'eh...why u behind me..' =.=' pass what he 'promise' to me.. -
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MEE!!! He said.. 1st time he make himself and for a girl~ It was still hot and worm.. and holed in my hand =] egg n chop-stick everything he prepare good
inside the cute plastic bag~ he know me much
His frd,maybe 1st time..
see us suddenly talk..
cause our begin..was......=X
his frd drop himself book n bottle to the floor..
XD
I enter school with
a noob look and keep smiling face..
Some of my frd, know about this..
keep ask and take the plastic bag that given by he..
grab-ing my plastic bag that given by me =( heheee.. everyone was wanted to know what he prepare for me.. as 爱心便当～
whole lesson.. keep smile and very focus in study.. every note done man!..
XDcause he was hardworking too.. Must add oil also^^, for my own good also not bad =] He, keep pass through 4th floor.. and sometime i look out or my shapo will call me.. wei.ur laogong.. =] haha..keep saw his smile =D
Recess, time for photo shooting and
taste the feel of 1st time cook n some sweetness =X Not really wanna finish it.. if can wanna frame upXD I'm too crazy~ keep lend ppl hp who shoot nice,
and so shy>.<..
saw him again..
both>.<....looking each other.
take photo n many people ask
n looking me as some dunno to explain expression>.<
some really think me crazy cause of..
the MEE cooked by myself.
what for keep snap=.='
But they don't know..
HE♥ done it~
and something funny=.='
1st time i hold my pair or chop-stick..
and my hand was keep shaking
my baby ashley,shapo sherin them all keep ask..
'why are ur hand so shaking?..'
that time only i notice it>.<
no feeling..cause..
that type of touched..
hard to imagine out ~
1st bite, nothing i taste out.. but keep wanna smile edi.. maybe he put some smile medicine insideXD and 2nd.....3rd bite...... actually is quiet ok =] not like people who cook in 1st time.. can imagine 5am he wake up
for preparemy this small MEE + egg~
normally 6.30am only he wake up.. ♥touched when know that he wake up 5am(early thn me)
after eat.. i late about 10/20 minute back class.. saw ♥he with his frd like.. waiting at the stairs.. I just stand at there>.< shy edi dunno how to walk.. His frd 'yam xiu' to he.. and.. he go up.. His frd all follow my back.. dunno what reason.. =>
'Basketball team member out~' By Mr Aaron when in my class.. chat and know about my lovely basketball.. hehee..why they din call me join?.. hehee..nvm..is okay... HE♥ also in class=.=' what also think about he.. My idol by myside.. unbelieveable.. so close..so touched =P
'chinese class student come out a while please'
this time till Pn Wong~
She tell us that our chinese class was
at tomorrow (Tue) cls..
oh my..
how can i make it=.='
keep talk a lot n lot......
suddenly the Louis Kong come..
to give back my presentXD
in morning...
I past it to he cause scare sportcheck>.<
mine HE♥ disappear fast~ now he give back me.. follow by HE♥ (bingbongbingbongbinbong~~~) acting stand around me and try to knw why am i at out~ Talk with he about chinese class... I wanna change Friday, but...=( he knw what i wanna said.. Louis Kong them and he.. tell me that we can eat lunch together.. How happy am I ^^!!
♥He really know what am I thinking
and what I need =]
Our story. was keep happen .happen and happening.. Not clearly status.. but, Something special make this happen =] 你，是我最大的幸福
mostly..I'll 1st 1st very 1st.. update my facebook status about us.. or anything happen.. Long time din bloggind.. many thing~ hard to suddenly said all.. Even I do, people who read my blog.. won't understand what am i talking about ~
JUST LET EVERYTHING GOING ON NATURAL, Let It Be~ ♥ (♠◕‿◕♠)~
I knw I'm fat in that pic =] spammer =] heheee.. whatever u guys wanna said^^ I'm fat and i knw^^ Well.. I having a super great day that was great!! XD
next~ Yen Yen^^ yen pic less ya.. and some was..hard to see in my pc>.< nxt time put sure want stick yen yen ediXD
CHiangchiang^^ my Baby!!!.. Ashley~
Today at 1st.. the trip n ppl was abit blurXD cause not same gang and some of them dunno each other.. but luckily their time was 'ngam ngam'~ 1st go eat with Babe Kee n Yen Yen with my shapo.. lotss of pic...>.<.. Facebook hot-ingXD So I just upload some~ After that, my baby hear that we at ts.. wanna join us too.. and for shop shop shop!! also my bday celebration =']
1st time.. got a cake..and everyone sing for me =] Love u all^^ chocolate cake..my favorite~ Lots of pic.. ^^
Had anyone.. meet a person EVERYDAY at least twice time?.. I have.. and.. 9 time in just 6hour.. U believe or not?..
Haix.. every way..every place.. A turn he in front of me.. Try to away from he.. He suddenly walk through my side..
Recess time.. pass through.. He at left.. I'm opposite of he... Not drama but real life..
every time my shapo saw this too.. and.. she know what to do.. Thanks~ but, still think that wanna look at he.. shapo said.. 'everytime he pass through u, he keep look at u...' what the meaning actually?
你就在我身边过， 却， 感觉那么遥远.... why don't u just let people have a clear mind thinking of it..
P saw u, recess saw u, at block saw u, at office saw u, at cls saw u, at book shop saw u, in front of class saw u, through 1st floor saw u, in her cls saw u..
sad, 2010 1st time..T hamyu add oil together ya.. dun like this.. we're really hou ji mui.. anything also almost same..
At bus, talk with Kai Jie, she...told me about THEM.. give me hope again... why.. why why.. why why why.. Just keep silent don't let me hear anything can't?.. I still have hope.. But, Is not possible i think..
*people who unlike me.. muahhaa.. Just said or think what u want I won't try to make u like me.. that was NOT my attitude.. I live for myself!!.. Just laugh or do what u want.. this is mua blog..mua world.. anyone unlike..FUCKＯＦＦ and if u think to laugh on me.... Just do it.. But, I know.. there are more big trouble that are waiting for u =] What people call BALASAN.. dun tell me u dun understand this word.. ecp u're bitch.. i'm 10x..thn u're 10000xx.. Think before u action.. I dun mention to make u angry.. everyone have their own life.. But, ur life is keep spamming people.. well.. see how much the blog in this world u can spam.. Do a list too...XD
Maybe because of 'M P...' so, today.. mood is dunno how to said.. Like emo..but suddenly like laugh till hell..
Know something.. that I already prepare to know.. Is just not really have a big effect to me.. Maybe just the begin..
Mr Hong Hong. hahaacc.. always the one who make me laugh.. Same word to said.. He is CUTE!!.. that's why he action or what also.. funny for me..
“他没有你想象中那么好” this is what they told me.. LOL.. I know la guy.. not all attention on just one person kay~ Study my lovely ekonomi n other what I love was an enjoy for me =]
Brain white now.. teheee,, cause of don't know what to post.. Just think that wanna update mua blog FOR MYSELF WHATＩWANT!!!!
Anyway, Rmb.. 18day to go and begin count from now! Ohhhh Yeah.. Sweet Bby! I'm going to sweet sixteen..
chuuuu my drinks..XD
