抱着也许...明天的心态....去面对?..

Tomorrow?..

Tomorrow...and tomorrow?..

He will come back?

But..is just a Lie to myself.......

过去..

很想要...停留

可以吗..

因为我不想...

真的不想..

But..

what can I do..

Maybe..

a punishment to me..

But why, I din't do anthing wrong..

"因为期待，

所以没睡好

因为兴奋，

根本不想睡

因为思念，完全睡不着

因为所以，想为你，把不可能都抛弃"

很想说话,

可..我不能..

权..

我已给了你...

想听你的..

不想你承受更多..

你，会幸福的吧?..

你，会快乐的吧?..

为什么

你说的总是

谎言

..相信..

换来的总是

痛的失望

..很想你回头..

很想很想

但，你选择了..

离开吧

我没有放弃过你

但..你放弃了..

所以..

我想证明我不再脆弱

从你那离开..

How pain also..I DOn't Care..

那以后

我以为我找回希望，找回信心

可是假象..

__我痛，但我不怨__

只想♡你

我知道我现在很不好受..

很脆弱

可是我会很好，一定要很好..

因为我.学.着.坚.强....

"有時思念也是件幸福的事..回憶是越嚼越甜的.."

"也许明天你走得离那源点更远了些。凡事抱着平常心去面对。你会快乐些"

*This is..truly..what in my heart...

Can't tell lie...

I miss he...

really...And he won't know it..

Get scold by he the first time also..

I am shocked...

Maybe..is a punishment..

Even I have no wrong..

I'm trying my best....do my best to smile...

But..something in my eye..

Every place...every action...Every song...

every step...Every sound..every way.....

HAVE SHADOW..

All just like..the god is playing me...

purposely...let me saw or listened something..

That make me think about he again...

On the road..

what characters i saw..

I will think back...

Last time..

when..we're super close best friend..

And..

How good and touch is it...

How he support me...

How his cute smile...

How his mind so clever...

How he 'tham' back me

when I'm angry..

He NEVER hate me before..

But now...

I'm not sure about that..

I know..

sure he'll said...

Is myself...make he hate me..

He..

"Hate those people doing what just they think are right"

HATE...

maybe..yes..he totally hate me now..

talk or even sms also...

I can feel..

How he dissapointed and hate in me...

I won't said sorry..

cause..I'm selfish..I hope u happy..

So..just make u more and more hate me..

Continue...

U're on the right track...

Even how deeply i hurt myself..

nevermind...

тιяє∂

Feel like that..
How bad =(
Though have a new change..
But after change into new blog..
Dunno why..
Less 'feeling' to update blog..
If for last time..
sure..everyday..
yea..'everyday'..
I will think that what to share..
what to post..what to update..
Maybe was hope to show someone~

But now..
no more about someone..
Mua new life planning..
MUST without he...
Something..heard from me and someone's friend..
Heard that..someone..actually..
Dunno what happening..how hurt...
My fault again??..Dunno..

I already suffer for 4month..
For me..such a super LOSER..
I don't wan anymore...
Seriously..good for me and someone too..

I know..someone unlike me to 'tie up' someone...
although I'm not..but the true meaning...no one will know..
I know..someone like to fly and fly all the way...
but I'm just the one who care and dun let someone fall down..
But,no one will know why am i doing like that..
I know..someone will think that...my fault...
I disappear by own without a clearly truly reason..
I know..someone won't see my post here..
although I'm posting for someone...
Cause I make myself disappear suddenly without someone notice..

*Sorry that..
I'm miss he again..
Can't agnore..I Love he..
But i know is dream..should wake up..
I post about he again..
I promise myself..
But..i failed again..
please..support me..
help me...stand up....happily =(



*Yesterday post..Sorry for late update..cause my internet connection...>.<

New 'Niu' Life~

Ms Jesmay >> Ms JK Mua!!
Muahahaa.. Finally..done my new blog~
Is use mua over24hour to make it =.=
The precious blog...
Hmm....Dun talk about that...
And..maybe i will make it as private soon..
1st time type in Mua new bloggii..
Just hope I can cheer and be more happy..
Smile =)

Let me said the last thing about my 'end' here..
Hmmm..I'm wake!!..
I know both are not same world..
And.....I accept it...
Huhh..at first.. really suffer...But..than..
Some energy make me up~
So..new begin here...
Wish and Pray for me PLEASE>.<

I still can't type chinese..
How bad =(
Need my dear friend and lovely supporter's help o..

New 'Niu' Life..
With a New 'Niu' style..*maybe almost same for u guys>.<
and following by a New 'Niu' Picture nar...
Take a look...
Huhh..a new blog...
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