Sunday, March 28, 2010

友情 ? 爱情



友情,爱情
两者都是我不能缺的..
也因为这些..
才让我的生活,更美满、精彩..
真的很感激每一个你们..
曾经受伤的..曾经掉泪的..
曾经大笑过的..曾经安慰彼此的..
都是我一生永远也忘不了..
最珍贵的回忆..








可是,
最近..我发觉我自己..
变的有点奇怪了..
可能可以说,
我习惯了..也只会和男生朋友相处..
对于同性,
每一个..终会发生些挫折..
让我在同性朋友眼里..
是个坏人..
是个妳们不能了解的怪人..


有时,
我也不明白自己..
为什么和同性朋友相处真的有那么难吗?..
我不明白..
就是有个墙..很难爬过..
我真的有很努力过..
可是,
就是不能...
你们一次又一次的...
令我难受..甚至心淡..
我没要怪你们..
只是,
觉得自己真的容不进你们..
我..很失败..


友情,
是那么的美丽..
那么的优雅..
为什么..
我就是不能在我要的人身上..
得到呢?..


可能,
问题真的出现在我自己的身上..
我承认.
我有时,
真是妳们口中的怪人..


最近,
妳..又觉得我很无理取闹吧..
呵呵...
我事后想想..
觉得有时的自己..
真的很敏感..
对于友情/爱情..
都是这样...
·过·度·敏·感·


我也不知道..
怎么的..每当看到些..
些..你和我朋友的事....
都会觉得..
你,
在假装..故意在调走我的朋友..
不是指定某一个..
而是,
我留意这问题很久了..
你每次..
都在一步步接近我身边的人..
别人也会说..
你,
缺乏疼爱..
又看到我很多人疼..
所以,
一个个地..
把我朋友给带走..
这不用我说,很多人告诉过我..
他们,都看见..
他们都说你是个..
非常非常缺爱的人..
所以,
在你自己的感情路上..
也伤了不少人..
原因是,
他们拥有那份你要的爱..
你就和他们试着在一起.....
可到最后,
你自己才发现..
原来自己根本没爱过那个人..
你只是想要有人陪、有人爱..


26.3.2010



今天,
是我们21天~

___Secret____

^3^

谢谢你的勇气..
嘻嘻~
自己的事,
自己知哦~

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

一场希望,一场空



现在7.28am,
没错..我就是在打着部落格..
原本,
准备好好了..
衣服头发书包东西都好了..
爸爸走了..巴士过了..
我想想也想自己打车去..
去哪?不是我们学校的运动会..
是和他和不懂的很多人打球..

结果...
全部的不方便..
现在我在这打着部落格..
也被宝贝yen骂着..
说放她飞机什么的..很多......


骂吧,
我没力想解释讲好好..
骂我吧..好想被人骂到哭的感觉..
一定很棒..





刚打完这封时,
妈妈突然问我是不是真的很想去,
可能听到我和那朋友的对话吧..
谢谢那朋友 =]
知道那个人一定很迟睡的昨晚..
还要麻烦人家叫醒我..
因为我怕的是,
我今天起不来..
怕不能和lg去打球..
可,
都多来吧..
=[


“我们面前总有阻碍...”
我相信,
有一天...
我一定可以破过一切一切...








我没告诉他,
我有去..想给他点惊喜这样..
没看到,
宝贝yen的信息..
问我来干嘛...
我的他都不在..
全场只有六个人而已..






到了的时候,
真的..没有我熟悉的背影..
来了就来了..
反正最近很烦..
家人方面..整天要求这样那样..
烦~
当作发泄发泄..
也顺便练练球....






宝贝yen,
就一直和她男友甜..
真好..
还以为来要陪她的..
怎知最后,
原来没人陪的是我..=.='
笨蛋我>.<






Miss him much
what can i do?

原来我才知道..And now i know..


我丫~
其实有点..
生在福中,不知福......
听了别人说了..
我才懂,
真想把自己揍扁>.<
可能,
旁者至清吧~
就爱想太多..
今天, 一个傻婆..
说说她的话(关于她的他的)
突然泪滴下那傻婆可爱的脸蛋..
吓坏了我们的咸鱼&Natasha..
so sorry ya Natasha..
I'm not purposely...
Just on that moment I was so emotion..








听到Suet Yee她们的话,
谢谢妳们~
真的很感动...
顿时醒了不少..
可以说,
她们把我从多想里..
从不定里..
说了句可能她们觉得简单,
但对我而言影响很大的话~



我才发觉..
原来,
我是幸运的..
没一个男生..
会真的像他那样..
对我真的很坦白~
真的越来越爱他了.....
很多事,
自己想什么才是最重要的..
不受别人影响的..


好想跟他说谢谢.
好想告诉他所有的...
好想好想再握紧他的手 =X


真的觉得自己幸运哦^^,
ILY,lg..
=]

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

我决定了...I already decide to.......



我决定了!!
要.......
尽我全力..
去打破那....
别人说你的恋情..
不会过多于一个月..的那咒语
I decide that..
To break down..the incantation
that made by other..that..
ur every relationship..
will not more than 1month!!






我要成为,
你第一个....
破一个月咒语滴~
还想..成为最久最久的..

I wanna be the one..
ur 1st gf that...break down this..
and together with u..
for long time..

虽然知道,
可能这是我的想法..
命运有时,
真的会敌不过..
不过,
我决定了..
就别改变..至少我努力过..
因为真的不想你成为..
“曾经拥有”..
很多人关注我们..
所以我们必须做到最好..
也为你我的感情路~
有个,
一辈子都忘不了的回忆..

I will try my best..
to break down..
and be with u..
We get almost the whole sch notice..
so,
we must done better..
and also..make a unforgettable memory forever..
If maybe one day..
we lose to the god arrange..





听了那么多,
也告诉了你..
所有的..
真觉得抱歉..
因为总是要你的体谅..
要你的原谅..
你都会说
“不紧啊~”
真的很谢谢你~
你的体谅,
让我..
下次会避免这样了..
既然选择了你..
就是你了..
别的,
只能告诉他们..
“你们来迟了..下次别在那么被动..
不珍惜..到后悔..”


p/s:hehee..notice why now the day..
sometimes
my post have 2 language?..
because..
I hear that..some of my reader..
they dunno chinese..
they are malay/dunno chinese word frd^^
So,
I try my best to post together with english word..
maybe my english..>.<..
not really good..
anything wrong..said paiseh at here a.>.<







谢谢你+爱你




((•̮̮̃̃̃•̃))
♥/█\♥
/\







╔╗
║║╔═╦╦╦═╗♥
║╚╣║║│║╩╣♥
╚═╩═╩╩╚═╣♥






Sunday, March 21, 2010

我想·依赖·而你却都不在..


应该期待的惊喜,
你给的全是空白~
That surprise that should be an power,
but u just gave me the blank empty thing..

对不起老公..
我只想坦白..描述我..
真的有很期待每一次你说的惊喜..
当你给不到时,
难免的失望与伤心..
I just hope to voice out..my every feel..
every time..I wait ur surprise by excited feeling..
But when u failed to do that..
I can't skip from disappointed n sad..

I'm sorry...




怎么..
每次每次..
都会有莫名的事物耽误我们呢..
是注定的..
还是我们安排错时间呢..
让我觉得自己变了..
变容易期待,又容易失望..
我每次真的不是故意的..
我很爱你..
这是真的.....
只可能,我们常遇到不适合的时间..
我会试着控制自己的..
好吗?..
我不想让你为难..不想我们之间有不坦白的地方..








我很情绪化~
这我要特别注明..
我很容易..
忽冷忽热的...
很容易emo..
很容易听别人说..
又加以想像..变成想太多..
这些都是我该死的缺点..
I hate my own bad attitude too..
sorry










I love u

你是笨蛋




也不是怪你..
其实那个你..
是我自己啦~

因为,
可能最近压力很大..
加上明天要国际芭蕾舞考了..
真的快疯了的感觉..
想要你,
你却没能出现..

虽然,
我知道你有原因..
没怪你..
怪自己贪心..
看着身旁表姐和她男友..
好甜~!
忍不住又想..
如果当时你在就好..
家人都问到你..
怎么都没来(今天我弟生日会)..
我也就笑笑带过~




又来...
难以开口的话题..
哎哟..
怎么我每次都这样..
他们都劝我......................
对不起
我又来了.
或许太爱你了..
或许太怕失去你....
自然也就会想太多
讨厌想太多的自己..







sorry I love U much lg

Thursday, March 18, 2010

17.03.2010 ❤ our 1st date..



我们说过,
每一个地方..
都要有我们的脚印..
属于我们在那地方的回忆..

所以,
我将要开始说我们的..
第一个~
约会故事了... =P

but,
....pls give me some time T^T

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

15.03.2010 BBQ day in Bowie house


23 of 5Aset + 1 of 4Akru
hehee..
nice match man~
Wake up by.....
our Ms Kahni Lee's msg..
hehee..
know who is she?...
Our Mr Lee's sister..
“嗨 大嫂
我来报到了 咔咔咔”
Lol,
finally she come find meXD

than,
My B only msg me..
Pig..now only awake.. ^@^
I'm going to prepare for waiting..
our Mr Kum + Mr Aaron
cause they said gonna bring me by taxi..
at 11.30am


11.40am,
I'm still in facebook-ing..
that means,
still no one call or msg me=.='
I'm thinking that maybe was my hp problem..
and just..
call Mr Kum..
'Hello,sorry ya..we coming now..'

All the way,
talk n talk..
laugh n laugh.ask n ask..XD
That 2 bad guy
ask me to sit in front with the driver T^T
bad =X

It's 12.10am
shown in Aaron hp..
=.='
we suppose reach on 12am..
neh~~
all is because of..
our Mr KUM,china bear bear
late n like pig..
Oopss~ =X
*pig is just for mine kz~

than,
MyB..ekeemm..
ehehee..
we start to go to the supermarket..
buy buy buy till rm300++ lor..
1st time so syok..
so enjoy..
see everyone throw the thing in trolley
like no need duitXD

B buy me personally a Twister Apple^^
and Rocky..
dunno what is is?..
neh neh..u guys go supermarket notice bah~


after that,
KFC~~~~~~~
I no yet take my breakfast>.<
share with B 1set..
dunwan eat so much fat fat ma..
B真像个大baby..>.<
吃到满嘴都是mayyonaise..
哈哈~
第一次看到有人吃到这样..XD
还在帮他...
........................................................................

Sunday, March 14, 2010

被你、你、你三个人点名了~呵呵..

规则:
① 被点者请在自己的网志上打上答案
② 请传给另外十个人
③ 传阅人请在这十位被点的人的留言板上通知他,他被点咯!
④ 这当中的十位不得拒绝
⑤ 被点者请注明被谁点了在哪里接到再传给下十位
⑥ 这些被点名者,你们被点会祝福
⑦ 不可回点哦,并且愿望会实现和得到幸福

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
坐上幸福热气球,开始咯幸福热气球:
第一阶段
① 绰号: Jesmay/大头夏/大同夏殿下/May May....
② 星座:水瓶座
③ 生日:1994年2月18日
④ 兴趣:跳舞,唱歌,逛街 , 睡觉 , 听歌 , 上网 ...
⑤ 血型:O型(我的宝贝 =P)
⑥ 最宝贵的东西:我很贪心的~
⑦ 最討厭的东西:青蛙!!壁虎!! T_____T

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

幸福热气球:
第二阶段
① 有喜欢的人吗: 有丫♥ (♠◕‿◕♠)
② 有交往吗:errr..羞羞的问题也..>.<
③ 幸福吗:见着知吧~ =P
④ 他很爱你吗:问他咯..蛤..猪爱吗?..XD
⑤ 如果你有勇气最想是什么:常常和他去多多地方玩咯

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

幸福热气球:
第三阶段
① 你被谁点:Jeannie、Rikiko、Bernice
② 他是你的谁:朋友、babe、朋友
③ 他的个性是:开朗、关心我、支持我
④ 他长得怎样:都好过我=P
⑤ 跟他认识多久:没太记得也
⑥ 你想跟他说什么:你们要好好加油哦..
⑦ 如果他变成你的情人:=。=‘

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

幸福热气球:
第四阶段
① 最爱的音乐:都很爱!!音乐是我的情感~
② 最爱的季节:各有各的特别..
③ 最爱的卡通:MICKEY & Stitch!!! 超可爱~~
⑤ 最想去的国家:韩国..台湾.....都想去也 =P
⑥ 最爱的水果:Kiwi~Mango..还有很多也~
⑦ 最爱的饮料:好喝的我都爱 =)
⑧ 最爱的人:你!!!!每一个你~

♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
幸福热气球:
第五阶段
① 你很爱哭吗:以前errr...不好回忆的时候..
② 你很爱笑吗:爱!!!!当然爱..一定很多人被我的笑容迷倒 XD
③ 你是很有信心的人吗:不是 =(
④ 你想要怎样的生活:很自由舒服和我想要的的生活方式~
⑤ 你喜欢自己吗:当然啊
⑥ 你喜欢音乐吗:不喜欢,爱!!!!!!..不能没有它
⑦ 你喜欢体育吗:篮球我的最爱^3^
⑧ 你喜欢跳舞吗:爱爱!!
⑨ 你很专情吗:不懂叻 xD
⑩ 你喜欢睡觉吗:当然咯~

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
幸福热气球:
第六阶段 开始点名
1.Baby Ashley
2. Shan Shan
3. Ah Shoot
4. Erine
5. Seong Hooi
6. Kahoo
7. Jin Cheng
8. Jia Huan
9. Shapo Sherin
10. Joey Zuzu

「五号跟谁谈恋爱」 Pamper Duu..hehee..paiseh>.<
「一号是男的还是女的」女的
「六号人很好吗超级好 ..我的知己嘛~
「九号很色吗」你说呢..常色我的 T__T。。。XD哈哈哈哈哈!!
「七号跟三号在一起吗] 哇~~~~~不错嘛XD
「八号是单身吗] 应该不是..
「十号喜欢一号吗」不懂也~
「五号读那间学校」Perlis的..
「六号喜欢谁」当然Pei yee!!
「二号喜欢唱歌吗」可能吧XD
「你爱七号吗] 讨厌XD。。我们是知己也XD
「三号住哪] 不清楚 》。《
「十号跟你告白」有 @@ ~ 哈哈 =.=!
「四号有宠物吗」不知道也

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

如果你有三个愿望,Tell me your wish :
-Do what ever i want..
-Be a star a modal =DDD
-What ever i think i want all come true =DDD

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Thanks ♥


Just feel like..
I must be mature..
cause sometime..
something u can't make it..
sure..have ur own reason..
I din push the fault to u =]
I know..
because..
This is not in ur control..
U hope too..
the one who come my house company me,
to carefour buy thing at next Monday was u..


I was just suddenly..
think as..
'why every time, the one who company me..is ur frd...'
I din said anything..
Is funny when with them all..
they too..care me as how u care..
They just like another u..
Care me much because of saying..
I'm kok zhou one~
Just maybe on the moment..
I'm very hope the one who bring me from my home is u..
That's all..

Stupid right..
because of this small things..
make me moody and some reason


Hehee,
but...
I told u..or should said..
u feel my sadness..
so,
try to get my mood back~
I have hear something..
I wish that really said from u..
and..
it really become true~
waooo..=P






Today,
whole day we sms ing >.<
and..
i hear many thing as how i said..
let me add it all together..

---"U're really touched my much..make me..can't stop from loving u~"
(Dun feel geli or anything else..
I was trying yo share out..and..rmb..the moment..or when he said this to me)

was touch..
cause from the beginning..
I was thinking like..
hope one day..
I can make u change..
or use my action..
to prove out my true feeling to u~





---"U change me lot..u know u take my many 1st time..
even u're not my 1st gf..but,
1st time..a girl meet all my family..
1st time..a girl like u...................."

(I'm touched when he said this..he make me know that..
I'm the special one..even he have few gf before..
bring me more savement when I be with he..)





---"laopo,I'm so lucky that can be ur laogong..
cause u have some special n hard to find on other girl's attitude..
u're straight...said true.....that
are hard to meet someone like u.."

(I was just surprise how did he know me than other..
even..we just in a relationship for 8 day..)





This all really make me faint..
and touch...
how cute is he =P
that's why..
when the moment me n he in a relationship..
My smiley face..
keep stick at my face mostly won't disappear..
Much thing to said..
but,
it was in my heart..
that was there to He..
=]

K♥J

J love K

U're blue, I'm purple

hehee..
stay tuned..
about Our Story..
I'll be with u lg~


Friday, March 12, 2010

见完了也.....=.='

'你丫,拿了我那么多第一次..
爸爸、妈妈、妹妹等等..都看过你..
懂你是谁了...‘


一次过,
在McD看到了..
他的
爸爸和妈妈..
天啊..
好担心..

吓了一大跳>.<
天啊~
希望..
他家人都不会不喜欢我就好了..
我们要好好加油啊!!

Thursday, March 11, 2010

我知道,你们..就只是存有要保护我的心情..


今天放学,
B又霸道了..
握住我手臂说让我感觉他的手真的很冷..
就牵了下去..
一天比一天更多人留意到..
我们已是焦点了..
今天感觉上,不想放开丫..
『牵了手就不能轻易放开~』
弄到他不是很想放手了..
=]


早上,
今天考add math..
知道我一向数学最差..
没想考..可不行>.<
一样,我和他..
还是在考试前..
特地来我班早我.教我..等等..
还问我有没有忘了带计算机什么的..
果真..我,又忘了..>.<..
厉害,考试都可以忘记带东西的..
突然从口袋拿出来..
“我就知道你一定忘记带了..
所以拿下来给你^^”
还好老师都不懂..
以为是我班的..谢谢你 =]
对不起我很笨..数学对我而言..
真的很难..想外星语多了..

下课,
霸道的............
我们一起喝水吃东东的..
迎来了真的不少眼光..

------------------------------------------------------


我知道,
你们的真心..
你们的关心..
我没有无视..也没有不听..
可能,
你们祝福我的同时,
也在想着..希望..我真的可以改变他..
或者说..希望他不会伤害我..
你们的心意..
我都懂..

我真的很努力..
可以..
别在无意中有伤到了我吗?..
那种感觉..
很少人了解..
我甚至..不想说出..
基本上,
懂得..也只有哥一个..
他还问我是不是要被他骂..
我好想..骂醒我..
骂醒我敏感..骂醒我乱想..
骂醒我说信任..
却又这样..
大家,
都有眼看..
大家都不可思议..
大家都吓到..为什么我们会在一起..
为什么..我选择的..
会是他..
认识他5年的人说了不少..
我知道.
他们只是保护我..让我知道事情而已.
认识他的人都说.................






有时人缘太好,
有时可能会迎来不必要的..
有时想太多,
只会让自己崩溃..

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

你丫...


'坏坏丫你..>.<'
'我懂我坏坏丫.. =P'

坏蛋而...>.<
他啊..又多了几分霸道..
放学时,尴尬的..
手不懂往哪放....
当我想指住那个sui zai阿辉..
手又突然被十指紧扣了..
Sui Zai阿辉在哪咪笑咪笑的..
想揍他XD

今天啊,
好像他很紧张哦XD
手有点冷冷的..
一直冒汗吧他..还是天气太热了..XD

坏蛋..
都给....丫丫~
>.<
“不能说的秘密~”



-----------------------
早上呀,
在考试前..
一样他都出来..
一起温习要考试的..
幸福,考试前有你
也教了我不少..
^^,
当然,
被N了不少的眼光~










整个学校..>.<
哎哟..
我们真的是焦点了!!
T^T
几乎,全校懂了..
每个人..
我都讨论了N下的..>.<
我不想~~
怎么全部人都懂了..
尤其是我这个部落格.......
出名到~~
我自己都吓了一跳..
毕业了的学哥学姐们..
都来问候哦..>.< 好强.. 他也有告诉我,
他的朋友都有读我的部落格..
全部都说我很会写..
说,
读了我的部落格
都感觉到甜甜的味道..
有时,
好像比现实还甜蜜..
什么嘛>.<
这全是我真实的感觉哦..
来分享嘛

为什么会这么甜..
因为..
因为.....
因为.........
因为,
..
>.<




妈妈,
我爱你!!
那么的坚持与支持..
我和他..
真的很爱很爱你..
谢谢你^a^
千言万语..
也胜不过妈咪的一句支持..






友情,
有时怎么可以变得那么不了解我..
让我好失望...
算了,
总有一天..
妳们会明白的...



Tuesday, March 09, 2010

EMO = X

GO go GO away!!
I unlike emo..
unlike emo......
not because of he..

Is what thinking in my mind..
stupid mind..
Just think those in exam enough..
why..
why my dad..like this..
and,
pain when saw my mum get scold by dad
when mum was trying to help me..

shohh shohh!!!
I still need exam tomorrow..
I dunwan to be EMO..
NO EMO
NO EMO!!

Monday, March 08, 2010

09/3 突然`温暖的手心...


握在我的手心里,

惊讶+惊喜..呆了我(♠___♠)
真是的..
都是那hamyu..
告诉洲说什么要给某人看到我们多幸福..
=.='


结果,
他这次很聪明+主动..=.='
一来就在我没料到的情况下..
牵住了我的手..
》。《


手,
也不知要怎样..=.='
有发抖、有冒点冷汗的..
原本,
只是握着..
他丫..
弄啊弄的..
我们十指紧扣了..>.<
那种感觉..
可能是第一次吧..
真的很不同..
感觉上的..说不出@.@


很多人..
看着>.<....
真是..
可以成为明天的头条了>.<
不要啊~~~~~~~~~~~~

出到校门口..
真的好羞了>.<
他的朋友也........>.<
个个笑咪咪的..
他还想再牵吧..
可我真的害羞到极点..
只好就握住他的手臂算了..
真是.....>.<羞~~

今天啊~
又收到很多很多人的问话了>.<
他们..
有些都看到..
厉害>.<
我都没看到他们,
他们看到我呢>.<....


不过,
还真的是..
谢谢你
让我尝试过第一次..
这,
将是我..
人生中永远的回忆..
第一次嘛~
即使...可能....
以后..我们................
But,
I trust to chose u til the day I can..
^^
Because..
I'm really In Love with u..
Falling my love for U
KZ♥
MH

8.3.2010 38妇女节 =DD


lol,
totally nothing with the idea..XD
just wanna tell people today was woman day!!
今天是妇女节!!..XD

Sweet sweet day,
new feeling...
new me and u..
because...
This is the 1st day after we in a relationship!!
你那可爱表白后,
我们在一起的第一天吧~

He was late>.<..
but nvm is okay lg~
hehee..
give some his last year exam paper to me..
cause of today was our 1st exam day>.<
I'm hungry at that moment..lol..
FLU is totally make me SAN FU during examT^T

recess time..
lol..
me and he..was FAMOUS=.='
dunno how to said..
many pair of eye looking at us..
he help me buy drink & food..
B,
sorry all use ur money>.<
nxt time my turn o..
so sweet~~~~~
company me eat..
we're close..=.='
heheee..
but still..
I'm shy to look at his eye..==.
I think I get some sick..LOL..XD

We are really close=.='
this word dunno why..
i keep wanna voice out..
make my silent pls>.<
After school..
we go to 7-11..
he keep ask me be careful with those car..

lol..
i think i really blind..
the car so near still can't see..
but luckily have he..=X
he hold my bag..and dunno whr also..
and bring me cross the road =P

WE ARE CLOSE..=.=
dunno how to describe..
but din hold hand that all la.
dun think wrongly..


After that,
he back to home..
and Mr Kum n Mr Aaron..
so,
we just decide
to have lunch only they company me back^^
Go to meet Sze Xian & Irene that sweet couple~
hehee,
they keep bullying me T^T
hahaa..
wanna tell he edi =PP
blekkk..

We back by teksi..
oh ya..
the whole day money=.='
all was from Mr Kum/My B..
lol..
cannot like this nxt time edi a...>.<

3Boy+1Girl

for just company me back home
till my hse down there..
and they turn back to school..
omg..
shocked lo..
but touched n they really cuteXD
have those thinkingXD

Thanks a lot a^^
有你在身边,
保护我..
陪伴我最好了^^

06.03.2010 妈咪的话...



Parent support was needed
when u get something that u want..
and wish to share with them


So,
as mine attitude..
For sure I wish to share and let their know..
mine 1st time..
of entering a relationship..

And,
I with lg was keep talking..
and thinking about it..
We dun hope that..
our relationship was such like..
without parent support and know...
or even get their objection?..
Hhmm..

Luckily..
I have a most GREAT mummy
in this world..
Me and my mum..
was like friend sometime..
beside than those as people call 'puppy love'..
everything I'll talk to my mum..
and she know me much..
really..
I feel touched..
Have a mum as her..
Omg..
I LOVE HER!!!
not just said..
not just voice out at those mother day..
But,
DO PROVE it through my action..


because of she know me much,
some tiny tiny small action..
she will notice it..
or maybe I'm too stupid>.<

Mum just asked me to said true to she..
If anything I want to said..
cause she saw my expression that wanna voice out
but don't know why keep think much=.='

FINALLY,
I told her >.<
omg omg...
my voice was like...shaking=.='
huhhhhh..
"Is normal if u have a bf in now this time..
but rmb,dun cause ur study sucks..
that's ok.."
anything she ask me to talk to her =]
oh myyyyyyyyy!!
mummy agree man!!
mummy support^^
this was....
totally..
surprise and big gift for me..
I can be with my BOYFRIEND truly..
and can talk anything with my mum..

maybe about ME n HE...EVERYTHING..
1st time..
and this relationship..just begin din over 48hour..
oh my..~~
Mum,
even think of like..errr...
maybe someday invite he/bring he to mummy..
lol..
MUMMY I love u!!
maybe u can't see this post..
But,
I really love u much..
U know me truly..
and not as some other parents..
who...
dun hear / dun believe / dun agree
about what action that done by their child..


Muackkss...
Love u mum..
Love u zhou =]
u all are the best!!

*p/s anyone my frd..who wanna know or ask me about this..
hehee..welcome..
and I know most of u..
face a problem that..
Don't know how to comunicate with ur parents..
=]
add oil. n welcome to find meXD